Day 74 Feeling Fear in a moment of Perfection

This morning I reflected briefly how I was having a series of perfect moments, where all was really good and going well. I saw I was having some perfect moments.

And when I saw this I immediately felt a fear, because in movies and tv shows, and other stories, whenever things are going its BEST, that is when something bad happens.

So I felt a fear immediately that something BAD is bound to happen next.

So my reaction went from fear to kind of suppressing ignoring that I was having such perfect moments in my life.

Then I caught myself. I ended up doing self-forgiveness on this fear, and I went back to embracing/seeing and simply recognizing that I was having some really good moments, a series of them all one after the other. I embraced that and went on my day.

The result was that I was really enjoying my day/time. And in a way, kind of giving that joy and relaxation to others, where I smiled and was relax while saying hi.

I did have other moments of challenge, where what was within me wasn't nice, and so I had other challenges to face within me. But then came the perfect moments and I easily embraced them, and saw I did have similar moments of perfection in my past, and that I was grateful I was in this one now.

So this wasn't a major point, but no point is too small to share on or write on. So there it is.