Friday, November 29, 2019

Day 773 Does money corrupt all?

What's going on with money and the minds of people? Does money have some magical powers?

On the one hand, you need money to survive. On the other hand, once you have money enough for living, then how or why does money have an affect on us like wanting to hoard money and protect it? Is money corrupting us? Does money have any power really?

If you trace back the moment of making a decision to spend money, you can follow the lines and see how money is spent from a starting point of a feeling. We feel something and therefore we spend money.

Within this starting point of money, we can enter into a point of possession. Where money becomes more important that people in our lives, and in doing what is best for all. What's going on here? The simple point would be that we define money within a relationship of energy, and when we accept and allow that energy to build and grow unchecked, then we become consumed by it and we forget who we are.

Yet look, can energy really make you to let it remain? Can energy force you to keep it there, alive and not stopped?

Energy can't make you do shit. Its all you baby. You are the one that decides to follow the path of energy or not. You can decide to not give a shit about how much money you have or don't have. You can be practical and work with what is here without emotion or reaction. You can stand. Or at least this is your potential.

If we master who we are inside of us, while inside this reality, and stand in the face of what is presented then that sums up the story we are in. We are in this reality, and we are playing this part. And it all comes down to that. Mastering who we are inside of us, and so utilizing and moving in this reality, which means dealing with money in a way that is best for all. Good Luck

Money never corrupted any man. It was all of your own acceptance and allowance and living in your own Matrix reality in your mind/inner self.

Thursday, November 28, 2019

Day 772 Our Relationship with Animals

Here I will be addressing our relationship with Animals. Us as the all of us. All of us human beings and how we relate to animals.

It shouldn't be a surprise yet it will be a surprise nonetheless that our relationship with animals is filled with separation. Often we immediately look at the points of Animal Extinction, Exploiting animals for profit, factory farming, physically abusing animals. Obviously all of this is indicating some form of separation that is going on, I mean there has to be right? But its not that simple.

How people respond normally is within judgment of good/bad. People think that if there is going to a criticism of some people, that some people have to be the bad guys and that some acts are simply bad. Those whoever that truly live by and work side by side animals like Fully and like Completely know that good/bad and morality are not real things that animals understand or live. Animals do kill one another, sometimes to eat the other, other times because of territorial disputes. But they aren't bad for doing so, and they aren't good for doing so either. They are simply following their programming or design.

You can witness how with dogs/cats how programming can change. The same applies for human beings. Except most of us don't realize this fact, and we are ignorant to how much of who we are is simply a program, and we make the tremendous mistake to believe that we have free will and that we are making our own decisions about everything in our lives.

So animals are following programs and are in a design. Understanding this point firstly would be a step in the right direction in actually figuring out how to best support animals. Know one thing that animals aren't existing in the same way humans do. I mean its commonsense, dogs are like way more exicted about things that humans would ever be right? Except if a person were to become equal to that expression, then yeah you could.

There is a level of programming that animals can take on that represents human Egos and personalities. So you have those examples as well, which represent the worst of us. It could be something like violence, or aggression, or trauma, or a sense of loyalty. So you have such form of perversion of dogs for example, which is a reflection of the human programming.

As long as we allow ourselves to participate in feelings, in emotions, and in ego then so will our relationship with animals reflect that point. We can only see as far as we allow ourselves to. And Energy is the one point that limits us greatly. The nature of energy is inequality. It is a point of feeling good regarding to how we see animals, and point of feeling bad in how we see animals. Believing that animals are the victim and we feel bad about that. Know one thing that feeling bad doesn't help anyone. It is part of the programming that actually keeps the abuse in place. Because are you a program or are you life. Do you want to do what is best for all because you feel bad or because it is best for all. The minute you make who you are contingent on how you feel, then you are placing the backdoor to give up when your feelings change.

Would you rather have a caretaker that will take care of you no matter what, or that they do it as long as they feel bad by it, or feel good by it. Know that feelings are always a limitation, and that is how the mind operates. And to truly take responsibility, it will require to take ownership for the reason why you were absent from your life and from assisting and supporting yourself and others. Why were you absent?

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

Day 771 Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to the new day.
Here we all are on Earth. And today is a new day. In this day and in this moment we are faced with this one process of realizing ourselves as life as everyone. To truly see others as ourselves, to truly see all that exists being equal. This is the challenge. And the way to walk this process, and the only way is to stop the energies of the mind, which are emotions and feelings. That is the only way it can be done, because how we are have been living is by letting our minds, our emotions and our feelings decide for us through reactions. We have given up our responsibility and agency in believing that our personality and our feeling good or bad is what matters or is even real.

None of the systems and the mind is real in this reality. None of the personalities, none of the stories, none of the images or projections are real. All that is real is the physical. The physical is plain as day and it does not consist of a story or personality. Its quite boring in comparison to the shiny presentation of the mind.

Stopping Energy, Stopping Love, Stopping Happiness as energy--- that point will be resisted. That point will be something difficult for people to live. Because if you walk this process for real, you already know that what you are doing will be heard by your friends, to your family, to your partner, to your children, and you know that chances are they will not get you. You know that you are either committed to this process or not. And so you know that there is no middle ground.

And so people will chicken out, no offense to the chickens. Because who is willing to say, we need to stop feeling and emotions, and we need to live words. Typically you will see the point that suppresses the solution that may be embarrassing which is stopping feelings and emotions. And somehow trying to make living words as Enough, and a replacement for the solution of stopping energy. Then of course what happens is that living words become a point of energy, because energy goes unchallenged.

Stopping energy really does work. However, standing by it publicly and actually stopping your addiction to it is tough. Because the Fear you have is the fear of losing loved ones, fear of losing your partner, your kids, your job even. However, if you look at the point that even if its a chance that they or someone else can actually hear the solution and they apply it, then that is real enough. Even then, if its just you speaking and standing and applying the solution yourself, it should be enough. Because it does work. And so it does improve your life and your experience. For too long has energy gone unchallenged.

Would you rather stand within the truth or within the lie. Because in 1000 years, all that you know will be gone. What exists then though will be partially decided by who you are in this Life. Will you help humanity and stand as the solution publicly? Or will you try to "Live a Life" that will add nothing towards what is NEEDED. We need people standing and correcting the reason why we are all here now and why we created this self.

So the solution is a real time application of stopping whatever energy or mind thought is here, and then you directing yourself in the moment to do and live. Its just that simple. And one caveat is being able to live it and to support others to do it, which means you will face resistance and rejection from people. You will have to sacrifice a normal life, but know that such a life was fake anyway. The people who are alive today are not real. What was real was at birth where people were still innocent. You can find someone who is a textbook example of a saint or a good loving person and they won't stand by equal money or what is best for all, because they exist within energy and such points threaten energy. Because energy cannot exist within equality.

It a bleak situation and it is very unlikely that things will succeed. Yet knowing this, will you give up? Know that any kind of experience inside yourself would the mind, and you already have he tools/way to stand. So you don't need motivation. You don't need a stirring speech. What you need is to stop the energy, and keep only LIVING in this moment here, the future doesn't matter, the past doesn't matter. What matters is that I myself are not existing within and as energy. Make that your goal and you'll be good. Then one day you can show others.

Become someone who won't get fazed at all by how "bad" things are. Be a badass that stands for what is best for all

Monday, November 18, 2019

Day 770 Unconditional Expression



I made a VLOG expanding on this topic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECSasrCeXPc

I heard a very interesting remark from a person and it led me to realize a few things. One thing is how we may approach a conversation or a moment of SHARING with a person and we may be approaching it within an agenda of being Persuasive and being Convincing. I can see in myself the pressure to be Persuasive ever since I was told by someone that I should be more persuasive when I speak. I was told this in a work context by a superior. And I remember it being quite odd/significant.

There is something pure/real when we or any person simply shares directly what they see and how they see it without trying at all to convince you. And I have gone through a time in the World System as the Job market and Money system in Trying to be liked, and persuasive in order to sell things, and to in a way convince others to make peace or to be better.

I can see in myself this pressure to speak in such a way where there is an end goal in mind. Like the "end of the day" of my speaking. I notice the phrase "at the end of the day" popping up quite regularly in my reality, among people I know, and in the media. I think this could be connected to this point of trying to convince/sell another person about what I am saying.

But, I think I have duped myself. Duping myself in playing the game but also accepting and allowing myself to be played as well. Where that purity of Speech where I can say something and stand by it eternally because I am not saying it to be liked or to believed at all. I couldn't care less how reality would respond to it or to me, or judge me by it. I mean that is really pure innocence which is found in the story of the Emperor's new Clothes. I did a vlog on this Story once. See it here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWT6vaUdZZk  Its from 7 Years ago!!!!!

The purity of a child's eyes and a child's speech/words. Simply stating/saying what it is they are seeing, NOT giving a thought about being believed. Saying the pure truth.

I can see around me, people that I know who when I contact them that they are defensive and suspicious and not because of anything I did or said. I know this because other people aren't so suspicious. Yet I can see the point in them here as me, as what I have been going through, of essentially being so fucked by the system that they themselves can't really trust or believe that someone could be pure, innocent and without agenda in saying HI! How are you! Can I get to know you? And REALLY MEAN IT!!!!!

I mean how FUCKED are we that we cannot even see this possibility and have completely closed ourselves off and forgotten what matters in life and that people can be real. I suppose we are traumatized. I mean at the same time, I can see how if we ourselves are DOING IT, if we ourselves are trying to sell ourselves, to be liked, to be accepted, to get something out of a relationship, to be believed, then OF COURSE we are going to Become Exactly the Point we are doing. We don't trust others because We aren't Trustworthy!!!! Cause we keep doing it instead of STOPPING IT!!!! Just stop it.

Stop trying to be believed. Stop trying to be convincing, stop trying to be persuasive, stop trying to be someone's savior. And just Be.... who you are.... as that which is Pure.... Innocence..... and treating others how you would like to be treated. Be a child of Life again. Unlearned what you have learned.

Because this system HAS fucked you. It has convinced you to constantly sell yourself to your bosses to money, to your friends, to your partner, to your kids, to your family, to everyone. The system has betrayed you, and you are betraying yourself by continuing to bow down to the system. Selling your Soul/Life Essence.

For me the counter side would say, that you need to sell yourself, that its a useful skill, that it all depends on how you use it. That all may be true, but I am seeing is the point that convincing others and selling yourself has entered into areas where it shouldn't be in. This includes Dating. This includes Friendship. This includes how we interact with strangers. This includes Politics. This includes our relationship with Family members and even coworkers. How Far are we going to convince others of something, for them to believe us and accept something we are presenting to them? And Why are we doing it?

You see how questions can be so Pure: Why are we doing it? Just like how children can ask Why? then ask Why? and then again Why? Why? Why? How come we don't question anymore?

When you stop trying to convince others and just BE, then you realize that you have been giving your power away to others, because you have been trying to convince others.You give permission through your own actions of what you are trying to accomplish/do/achieve and through the Methods and How you're doing it. You have automatically decided that you too will be limited to being convinced or persuaded where Life then becomes a battlefield or a war of words, where you require others to join you in equally playing a game of being convincing. You criticize others based on how convincing they are, you try to make them do the same.

In all fairness, being a sales person and making money is fine because you are making money in a system where money is required for survival. BUT when you are working you should just leave it at that. When you are not working, even between calls or between sales, you aren't required to BECOME or BE that which is inherently deceptive with others as a WAY to get what YOU want. You can realize that we try to get what we want through this way. Its selfish. And its a point of control. Eveyone in some way is touched by the Selling point as all business is related to it. And so it does reach out and it TEMPTS people and people are falling into temptation.

It is the desire to control reality and control other people, and to manipulate them. Where you actually get lost and believe that its normal or natural to try to control others in order to date you, to like you, to get what what you want them to do for you.

So I have noticed this in ME, in my life and who I am. I have notice the countless times where someone made an impression like: You should push for the "leadership position." And how part of being a leader is defined as being persuasive and well-liked. And how dating is pushed as a point of trying to make a good impression. And how job interviews are about trying to make a good impression. Where there is a commonsense point behind this BUT there is this programming as well. We are so royally fucking ourselves that we make it acceptable and hidden what we are doing and accepting and allowing where our minds go to the point of believing if we are against making a good impression then that automatically means being messy or dirty, or weird or disrespectful. How about the fact that who we are naturally is the point we bring through in dating and job interview? Are we someone who is alert? Are we someone who is naturally responsible? Are we someone who is honest and caring and willing to do a good job? If we aren't that naturally than why not change ourselves and improve ourselves? Why do we push for and stress for merely getting the job, merely getting the successful date, capturing the guy/woman. What about ourselves? What about being genuine? What about being real?


You know the possession is real when we start to believe this voice of Suspicion, of Pessimism, of Paranoia, of distrust where we feel this way and act this way. We expect and perceive everyone is and must be playing this deceptive game in all areas of life and you KNOW that there is no HOPE and no FUTURE as long as this is the reality, which is the reality you accept and allow AS LONG AS you continue to accept and allow this to be who you are in your relationships with people.

This is the consequence and price we must pay in attempting to be Gods of Reality, which is a life of Depression, Isolation and Paranoia where you can never trust anyone and can never be intimate and real because you know how you are being and what you are doing in your relationships and how you are treating and relating with people. Where you cannot express or speak words that are pure and genuine without deceit/agendas and just plain Fake News.

Its start with us as the individual, it starts with me. This is what I found/cross-referenced within me. I share it here as SF, may it support you as well.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try to convince and persuade others to my point of view.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try to convince and persuade others in believing that my views are right and therefore it justifies me manipulating my words in an attempt and with the goal to have them believe me and to also believe in what i am saying

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not just speak directly how I see things, and state my view, without reaction, without me entering into a point of ego and control.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that persuasion is a normal part of life to the extent that if people are persuaded to believe in something or to do something that is good for them, then that justifies the persuasion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that because this world system is built on survival requiring to earn money that this justifies me becoming a persuasive being and that in my relationship with people, in dating, in my conversations and friendships/family that being persuasive is for other people's own good and its my responsibility that if I am not persuasive enough then its my fault.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to when I heard a friend blame himself for not being persuasive with getting someone to make a certain decision and that resulting in someone's suicide, that I didn't tell the friend that its not your job/responsibility to be persuasive, and to convince others to do something, that all you can do is present the information and its up to the others to decide.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lose sight of the value of being unpersuasive and so being genuine and real and natural because the purest of moments in life is something like simply riding in the car with your friends with the music playing and the windows down and just staring out the window without speaking.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see how valuable it is to present someone with the presence/reality of the innocence and purity of fun and expression undefined by persuasion, undefined by the desire for the goal of a certain outcome, of having SOMETHING happen by the end of the day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe its up to me to convince people and be persuasive in all areas of life, and that if people do not agree or see eye to eye that its my fault and that I need to improve.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame myself and believe that persuasion/convincing can make someone else stronger or more committed to themselves, more committed to life, more committed to expression, and more committed to what is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that my most powerful words and supportive words are when I am not trying to be accepted or be convincing or to be believed and that I simply speak the truth as it is.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that I become that which I accept and allow and so I have through and through become the point of believing others can convince me, can persuade me, can affect me with their words, and so I play the game of victim/abuser of words, and the game of POWER.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe its my responsibility alone to fix the world and that its worth whatever the cost

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lose sight of the purity and innocence of life and expression that is undefined by agendas other than simply being direct and saying what it is you mean and want, and being HERE.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fail to understand others and where they are at, and how they are suspicious, they are trapped, they are within this world system game and so I do need to support them through me bringing through the point of being genuine/real and pointing out the programming, and seeing here how POINTING out is not about being convincing or persuasive but simply SAYING what is here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Believe Bernard would have given permission to be someone persuasive and selling all the time because someone told me that he was doing that, even though I never saw him say that in any blog or video

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to trust and believe in the POWER of persuasion and selling because I desire power, I desire and crave for control, I desire the responsibility over other people and directing the outcomes of other people and control THEIR end of their days.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow myself to be corrupted by my own desire to control/manipulate and be convincing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself by the outcome that is other people's choice/responses/reactions to my words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow the system to corrupt or tempt me through it making the point of Money and Selling to be part of Survival, where we sell our time, we convince others, where we make ourselves attractive on dates, where we define ourselves by appearance and beauty, that we define ourselves by entertainment, and acting and movies/tv, where we believe in the LIE of the presentation as more important than the truth of the physical, and the truth of ourselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe others can define me, or persuade me, or make my decisions for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe the mind can convince me to be a certain way or do a certain thing, or to make certain decisions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe the mind has some persuasive power over me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe a person can have persuasive power over me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that temptation is real or that pressuring/intimidation is real

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give permission to myself being manipulating through believing manipulation is possible, and that I can persuade/convince/manipulate others, and that I should do that, and that others can do that to me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see how manipulation/persuasion is a construct in the mind, and that its our own creation and something we give permission to exist and empower through our acceptance and allowance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to  believe in defending persuasion and manipulation as part of the SALES cult where in sales there's a personality point of believing you ENTIRELY must BE and BECOME a personality of salesman or woman in all areas of your personality and life and you must be constantly selling to everyone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see the commonsense that Sales is merely a profession and so can be done through actions and as work and it doesn't require completely adopting a religion of changing one's personality/mind to adopt it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see how normally people are preprogrammed to become and live certainly personality in their professions and that is why this happens throughout professions/careers where each point becomes like a cult/culture of personality defining who you are as your work and so who you are throughout.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge sales as more worse than other careers as each point has its point of personality/possession and each point deals with money which means survival in this world system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that money and the system has power over me and can persuade me, convince me and tempt me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to or desire to persuade, convince and tempt others through the power of the system which is money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to defend the money system through my consent of using the power of money for personal satisfaction in the form of enjoying the power of money, enjoying the power of the system and buying what I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe its a natural part of life to have persuasion, advertisement, convincing others, changing opinions like fashion trends, through politics being about persuasion and switching sides and calling that democracy, through buying one's life, and earning one's life through money and being independent because I earn money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define independence as earning money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe i need to need convince others of who I am, and its always an uphill battle where people do not trust me no matter what.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that people are inherently untrustworthy, that life needs controls, needs balances of power, need limitations/controls.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to discount and discredit the power and necessity of truth and living honestly, because I believe everyone is dishonest and untrustworthy and will deceive you and manipulate you.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that as I start to live again as being without trying to be convincing or persuasive, and start being calm again, natural again, and like a child again, that I can start trusting people again, and start putting myself out there as myself and seeing the potential and being the solutions we need in this world again.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see how everyone's natural state was truth as a child, and was purity.

We can all be like children again, and we can all be trustworthy again and trust each other again. We can create a beautiful world that we can live together as the best of friends. We can create a new human being that is trustworthy that is pure, direct, and here living one and equal with reality. And it starts with Here as Me, as me living as Honesty, Innocence, Purity, Expressive, living Here in Real time, being Unconditional, and Wholesome. Like a warm blanket that me all my friends share as we hangout.

This is also the time to point out this system of living a suspicious life, a suspicious system, of being reserved, being distrusting of others' intentions, and judging other's initiative. If we have cut ourselves off from others, then we have surely cut ourselves off from ourselves.





Wednesday, November 13, 2019

Day 769 Being Unapologetically Me



I am taking a tune from Joe Koe https://www.facebook.com/joekou
He wrote about being Unapologetically Authentic, I believe so. The following are my own words and how I understand it, though if you want to check out Joe above I highly recommend it. If the words/message is different that how Joe said it, well then that's just me. So take from it what you will.

Being Unapologetically Me, means saying to everyone that I stand for what is best for all. I stand with Desteni which has been slandered/insulted by being called a Cult. Though I do stand with it, even knowing the repercussions that the average person may be too stupid to look deeper into it and be merely scared by it being associated with it being called a Cult by some anonymous people, who have crafted a fictitious tale around it.

Part of the very problem of humanity which Desteni provides a solution for, is related exactly to how and why people REACT to the word cult. Because it deals with our REACTIONS. Are we here directing ourselves or are we merely reacting? Are we putting the effort to be here and dig deep? Are we putting to support another really? Are we putting the effort to LEARN really and GET TO KNOW really? Are we being authentic/real with others and with ourselves? Or are we staying shallow? Are we putting minimal effort and time? Are we willing to SAY and WRITE the WORDS that need to be said/spoken as part of our own REPROGRAMMING. Are we will to HONOR the WRITTEN AND SPOKEN WORDS of ourselves and others?

Or are we choosing the lesser path? Are we choosing the path of destruction, of bringing others down? Are we choosing the path of spreading problems and falsehoods? Are we really standing WITH someone and EQUAL with them and really bringing out the best in them? Are we really standing ONE and EQUAL with someone completely, totally within our words and shared advice? Or are we resisting and sowing seeds of separation? Are we taking responsibility for our WORD, this SACRED WORD and treating every single word that leaves our lips or pressed by our fingers with the utmost care, utmost attention and utmost representation of who we are. THAT I would say is the LIVING WORD, where how we speak, what we say is literally who we are, and we LIVE it as we speak the words and we do FEEL IT and we DO have a cross-reference FOR IT in our own bodies, as we can feel the STRENGTH of this physical body as we speak words that HONOR the NATURE of LIFE everywhere, that HONOR the sacredness of LIFE WITHIN ME, of this body. Its undeniable even by people who read it, they FEEL it and they KNOW that something here is REAL within the words, because who the person is is standing through the words and what is coming through is Honor for LIFE, is the honor and care of LIFE in themselves in others, in everyone.

Just like how we can know when Fear comes through, just like how we react to others own reactions, just like how we judge what we see in others, that is a reflection and an ACTION that is done through WORDS. We See and perceive the world through WORDS.

So SHAME on you if you discount, if you smear or you downplay the power of WORDS, the responsibility of WORDS, the creative potential of words, and the Importance and role that words play as part of Who we are and our active creation and manifestation of who we are in the moment. Because the ONE thing that is missing from reality ARE people SPEAKING, Writing and so LIVING words that are best for all one and equal. How often do you see people living in compromised ways and also speaking in compromised. Can someone actually speak words that reflect Life and honor life and live up to that potential and NOT be aligning with those words in who they are, in their actions? We know if we live hypocrisy, we know it, and we see the guilt and we see the pain in our HEARTS when we are NOT authentic. The words do matter. The WORDS are the issue or reason WHY men FALL. They are NOT to be blamed. Only a fool would live in hypocrisy, and if such fools do that then that is their HELL they created for themselves. But the purity of the Word, the purity of truth and innocence, that will always remain.

Its never too late to stop the hypocrisy. Even on your deathbed, even after 10 years, 20 years, 40 years of living in separation with your own words, you can still stand, but that decision/movement is all on you. And to walk this process you do need help, you do need to hear and to read others standing as that point and see/hear that signature so you may get it and understand. Like a guiding light in the dark. Because we are all that potential deep down. We are all that point of being a creator of ourselves. We have that potential. And that is who we are and that is what it means to exist and that is the purpose of life, to realize our responsibility and actually create align with that truth of what is best for all as all as one and equal. So that we may recreate ourselves and our reality to reflect that truth which is the truth of the universe and of life. That is our purpose and that is what it means to really live and be fulfilled. Remember this truth and hold it close to your heart and never give up on this journey to LIFE, this journey to yourself, this journey to the potential that is you and your ability to create/affect this reality through you realigning YOU to what is best for all.

Words are an absolute path/door that must be walked. Words are the same thing as action. Words are the same thing as eating, as brushing your teeth as taking a shit. You use words and it is an action in your daily life. The WORDS you use and who you are within your words does create/shape your reality. So spending time everyday to realign your words, through self-forgiveness, through purposefully BREATHING AND BEING PHYSICAL before and when you speak makes a difference, and it starts the long long process of realigning you and creating you the physical. Where you LIVE with such detail, such specificity, such attention and such presence that you are aware of every single word you speak, and it leaves an imprint on yourself, on your mind, and on your body, including on those around you as well. We need to HEAR LIFE MORE in this reality. We need to hear the life that is here, HERE more. We need to cleanse this reality by imprinting what is best for all here for all to hear and see. This is how we can recreate this world, 1+1, by each one living the point, and so living up to their word and potential. That is our path, that is the way, that is the future, and that is how we are going to fix this reality one by one, with one word at the time, with one moment at a time, with one conversation at a time, with one lifetime. We are literally changing who we are, because we are the words we are speaking. We are these bodies. And we are the reactions/minds we are experiencing ourselves as, and so we have to correct them. We have to stop the separation from the Here, and we to direct ourselves. All of this is the Desteni message and is the process I am walking and will continue to walk. I am a destonian.

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Friday, November 8, 2019

Day 768 Self-forgiveness on Getting angry



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of being soft and gentle.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear connecting with other people.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear connecting with someone who got angry in a moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate people who get angry.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get angry at a person when they reacted and they were angry and taking it out on me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with anger when someone feels insecure and is getting angry and is blaming me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not instead become soft, become gentle, and become supportive when someone is reacting with anger within insecurity and is blaming me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up when someone is reacting within anger and insecurity, and so give into my own anger as reaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking responsibility for my own anger, and fearing directing myself to be calm, gentle and supportive, and fear being that for someone else in that moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being gently, supportive and calm for someone else when they are reacting as a way to attempt to support them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that if I don't get angry when someone else gets angry and blames me for something, then that means that I am giving in and that I am saying that they are right.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define "standing-up-for-myself" as meaning that I must now get/react in anger.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not live the words of standing-With-another when they are reacting such as with anger as one example, instead of standing-up-for-myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being that unconditional support for another in that moment, where no matter how the moment goes or how they respond to my support, that I do it anyway, unconditionally for them and for me in that moment= and so I do it for US.





Thursday, November 7, 2019

Day 767Judging Myself as Good


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge another as bad

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as bad

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge another as good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/evaluate a person as good or bad based on their actions/decisions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/evaluate myself as good or bad based on my actions/decisions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/evaluate "what is best for all" as good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/evaluate people who speak and say "what is best for all" as good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/evaluate myself as good for speaking "what is best for all"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate others for not speaking/living what is best for all

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge others as bad for not speaking, living and standing by "what is best for all"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge others and myself as good or bad if we are aligned to what is best for all or not

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see, realize and understand that aligning with what is best for all doesn't make me or others as Good People, or Good

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and want to see myself as Good, or a Good person

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to require, want and desire to be Good in the eyes of others and in the eyes of myself and of my own judgment of me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue accepting and allowing a pattern of judging myself as good and then feeling Good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue accepting and allowing a pattern of judging myself as bad and then subsequently feeling bad.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to walk my process for the reason that I am judging myself as Good for doing so.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge everyone who walks process as Good people for doing so.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see, realize and understand that stopping the judgment of Good People and Bad people, and some being better people and some being worse people, is Process, is alignment of ourselves to what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge anyone as bad for any kind of action they may be doing: yelling, fighting, hitting, gossiping, lying, or cheating.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live as Judgment, and Judge of others based on what they do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live as Righteousness by Judging myself and others according to what I believe is Right/Good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have beliefs of Right/GOOD, Wrong and BAD.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself based on the actions I take.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate people because I am judging them as Bad/Wrong for not walking process, for not taking responsibility for themselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge someone as bad for not taking responsibility for themselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to speak and live words that I have defined within a definition of being something Good or something Bad.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to support the dimension of Separation between each other other through accepting and allowing definitions of words in my vocabulary where its defined within People or Things being judged as Good or Bad.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to support and exist within and as a dimension of Being Good or Bad in my Self, in my Being, in my Presence, in my words, in my actions, in my interactions and real time moment living.

In my Daily Life:


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good for writing and posting blogs

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good for writing self-forgiveness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good for walking a process of aligning myself to what is best for all throughout myself, with every action, every decision, every point of expression

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good when I see myself supporting someone else with what they are going through.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as good when I see myself helping others with their understanding of their own process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself  as good when I see someone else has helped themselves and benefited from my supportive words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge others as bad when I see they are facing a point in their minds and I am judging that they should have understood it already and applied it already.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as superior when I am comparing myself with others, in comparing the actions/decisions and the words that are spoken.

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

Day 766 Unfortunately...

Unfortunately people give advice, but they are adding Vice. Meaning that there are people who are well meaning, and wanting to support you but their advice/support isn't what is best for you or relevant for you. This happens. This is part of life. Sometimes you will find yourself with people who are good friends, who are on your side, and yet they aren't able to give the support that you need or can rely on. It is a mistake to trust or rely on the support/advice from others completely.

Much that I have to walk, and that each of us have to walk is something that is walked alone. Sometimes we lose sight of that, and lose that understanding that it is about SELF- Responsibility and Self-forgiveness, where you are going to be Alone with yourself and be the only one that has the big picture and understanding of what is here and what you are facing. It is what it is, and its also that way for a reason. The reason being that we each need to become that Independent and self-sustaining beings.

One of the types of moments that is challenging is that when someone you know and trust gives you advice, but it turns out what is best for you is to do the exact opposite. I suppose it will be more challenging for some to just go ahead and do what it is that is best, and for others it would be a piece of cake. For me I find it tough, and I find it tough because I primarily feel or believe I am somehow going against that person and I am somehow going against that Friendship or relationship with that person for going against their advice. While I can see that I do have a desire for Friendship/connection, there is a practical dimension to consider. Just because I am going against a person's advice it doesn't stop us from being Friends. In fact, true friendship would not have such a point affect it at all: meaning that if someone goes against the advice that we still are Friends, because what a Friend is is someone who is there and Wanting the other to Succeed, and wanting to support, and if supporting a Friend means Ending the Friendship, then too friendship would do that as well.

A part of me thought that I have to let go of Friendship or the desire for Friends. In fact, I just need to redefine what real friendship is. Meaning that Friendship can and does exist, though not everyone is able to live that, and that's okay, they are walking their process. And so in this way, who I am as a being, and the process that I walk alone, and the process of me seeing what is best and doing it, including when someone happens to suggest the complete opposite, and me being able to do it anyway, and still stand by our Friendship, that is what is best for all, and how they respond/react is simply where they are at, but I still stand by them and their potential and their process.

And so in this way, and in so doing the above, I do stand by everyone, I do stand by what is best for all, I do stand by the potential within everyone, and I do stand within myself responsibility to do what is best, and that any conflict between me standing and applying and others reacting is simply the process of other people facing their reactions, and/or it is an illusion of my own reactions. When we stand and apply what is best for all, facing conflict/resistance is part of it. But that conflict/resistance is an illusion. It is not valid. It is simply a point to face and to stand. Because when we align with the truth and call out the bullshit, we can stand clear within that principle of what is best for all.

So while I did approach this point with it being unfortunate, in fact, it is a gift in understanding what Real Friendships and Relationships are, and like how they say when Friendships are put to the test. Because a fundamental fact of Life, is that it is full of people and everyone has a relationship with everyone, and that those myriad of relationships makes up the entire world, and that the entire world is made up of relationships. So being involved with people and relationships is part of Life, and including walking the point of Friendships and developing that connection is an inherent and necessary part of Process, since we are Walking the Correction as the World, as Life. We are the point, we are the humanity, we are the future, we are the past. And in that we cannot escape who we are. We are beings who are in this world, and we are the world, and so of course we are going to have intimate and deep relationships with beings and the world itself, because it is all equal and one. The depth of relationship you have with yourself is the same depth of relationship you will develop with beings eventually. Its inevitable, one way or another, in this process to Life, in this process that is coming back home to SELF, that is all as one and equal. And as you can see in this blog it is going to have its challenges and its tests. Can we stand by another when they disregard our advice? Can we do exactly what is best even though it goes against someone else's advice? To be able to understand what is important and what isn't within all of this.

This dimension of Friendship and how I am walking it within my process, is something that seems NEW to me. This seems to be a new word and a new dimension and a new area of Expansion. Because I can see how so far Friendship has been lived within the definition that the world system and the mind consciousness system has given it. A point of convenience, or a point of distraction or a point of abuse. But within this the potential is clear and is very much here as I showed in my blog that Friendship can be Redefined and made into something real and trustworthy, where through how I and how we can live the word as a definition and as an expectation and as a behavior on our part we can stand by what is best in another and what is best for another and stand by what is best for me and as individual and what is best for all as existence, and so really living the correction of Friendship.

I would say this is a challenging process, but a really good one and a very necessary one that will open up new doors of understanding, application, and creation. Because it will be something NEW to stand in this world as a Friend and do so wholeheartedly within integrity and without compromise. And I can see how this will require accessing and living various expressions and words that also require further redefinition and refinement in order to be able to stand the test of time. Who we are is each other, we are one and other, and we need to be able to walk in this world with this understanding and apply it practically so that this understanding is real and its here as we are in our actions/choices/movements and expressions. It seems like a foreign concept, but know that oneness and equality is the key and foundation. To have a one and equal world, will require redefining and living ourselves to reflect that in every dimension and aspect. And relationships/Friendships is one such aspect, among many many more. That makes sense, doesn't it?

I suppose zealousness or a strong commitment or being stubborn is worth its weight in gold. And I suppose every expression has its use. What we may think is a weakness, may actually be a strength, so its best not to judge something as good or bad absolutely. I mean even good bad is relative to the context no? Even then we may be flat out wrong about it being bad/good in that context.

And for me, the correction for Friendship I see is making that decision to what is best, and knowing it goes against someone else's advice and then EXPECTING it does not affect our Friendship at all, which means still SMILING and being all COOL, CALM, and HAPPY to see them. Not Feeling SHY, not expecting conflict, not expecting it to affect our friendship at all. And yet if it does, then I accept that as their reaction, and stand to support their potential: that being Friends has nothing to do how much we listen to each other's advice. That I stand within that point for them to help them see and live that for themselves. We are Friends because we support each other, NOT because we are the SAME, or make the same decisions, or act or do things in the SAME WAY. Within our differences and within our different perspectives: We are Friends and we stand together to bring out the best in each other as Friends. If my friend cannot stay and then they leave then I make sure they leave with me standing as this message so that they leave well, with having this moment where they heard/saw me standing for their potential that is them.

Being a FRIEND is a being, it is something you are and you live through you. You are BEING it. It is a Verb. And so you can be it and stand as it in this world, which is a world that is not aligned with what is best, but here you are aligned with what is best and so you are aligning the world to what is best slowly but surely through your relationships and through the moments you are and give to others as a gift of yourself being a Friend.

There are more expressions to unlock for sure and many more moments to live and challenges to face and tests to take. For now, this is today's point. I encourage you to walk the same point and same words and open your discoveries.

Its time to have some Real Friends in this world, starting with ourselves being that Real Friend in this world of today.


Friday, November 1, 2019

Day 765 Friendship is Absolutely Integral To LIFE

Friendship is Absolutely Integral To LIFE

What am I saying here exactly?
Consider the following: This entire world as a Society as the World system that we exist in Exists within Relationships. All of the Relationships between all of the parts of existence makes up this existence. This is the nature of reality, because no part can or is allowed to exist separate from Reality, at least not really separate. Because no matter how messed up you become, no matter how evil, or dark you get, NO matter what you try and do, like isolating yourself completely from Everything: you are STILL in this reality/existence. You can't REALLY separate yourself from all of reality. The very essence of the point of correction that we ALL need to make is to realizing that we are part of The Entire Reality, we are a creator of this reality, this reality is your responsibility, and it is through our relationships with every part of this existence that this reality is form. This includes your relationships to words even, individual words like THE, SEX, MONEY, ONENESS etc... You have a relationship to every PERSON obviously. How you respond to a stranger is a definition of having a relationship with that Stranger. No matter what you always have a way that you respond or interact with every part of reality. The people, but also the animals, plants, bugs, and more.

Okay, so if we are truly going to walk the process of correction as society and as a people, this point of Relationships is the foundation of that. To properly LIVE and RECREATE requires starting with this point of Friendship: what does it mean to be a Friend, to be Friendly and to be reliable and dependable? There is no possible future that involves a real CORRECTION where you can AVOID this point of Being a Friend and having MANY RELATIONSHIPS with MANY PEOPLE: where it is ACTIVE where you are REAL and you stand as your Part of being a Friend... For some this is going to be MORE DIFFICULT than others. And for those that its more EASY to stand and walk this point, well they are the examples and can stand to support others to walk this point.

There is this Idea that I see Consciousness having that you can walk process, or oneness and equality and what is best for all, AND STILL remain as SEPARATE and ALONE and walking Isolated, and somehow from this point Create a world that is best for all? You do realize this involves the ALL right? That it involves Everyone? And involving everyone means, LITERALLY living what is best as a RELATIONSHIP with everyone. Process is not about become ALONE and a ROBOT that is ISOLATED, and trying to MINIMIZE HARM and MINIMIZE INTERACTIONS with people. Process involves getting INVOLVED with everyone and INTERACTING with the people. It involves being present in the relationship and living what is best:

What is best in a relationship? Laughter, Kindness, Respect, Attention, Regard, AMONG MANY MANY MORE WORDS. I could write on and one about each individual expression here, there is much to write on and describe. For now lets start Simple.
 Being Kind is something required in relationships. It is that Kindness that says Yes to Peace and no to War. It is that Kindness that opens the door to gentleness. Kindness is the point where you can start to Listen to someone respectfully. Kindness is really observing and being here and watching what is going on. Kindness is being helpful and Proactive and Initiating Help without being asked to. Kindness is considering where someone ELSE is at and so responding/acting accordingly to support them, even without being asked to. Kindness is being There and Showing up and speaking words of Support. Kindness is whatever it is that Best for All, and doing it.

Okay, so what I am seeing is that I need to provide examples like Kindness in my blogs, where I pick a word and I describe it and give examples of it. Because it is THESE words and LIVING these words that will MAKE this REALITY a SAFE, KIND, and SUPPORTIVE place that is best for all, and it starts with YOU, yes you the reader, in LIVING these words in your Life, which means within all of the relationships you have to PEOPLE, and THINGS- basically everything.

For too LONG has PEOPLE lived in darkness and isolation and believing that that is all there is to Life, when what requires is standing UP, getting INVOLVED with people, and Living the Correction as these WORDS of Life, of Kindness, of Friendships of the ALL, and the Communion of People. This is going to be a process that I am going to write blogs on One word at a time. I am going to flesh out this Point because it is massive. Till Next Time.