Yogan's Journey to Life

So Im interrupting my blog series for THIS. VERY IMPORTANT POINT. Am I walking process for me? When I ask myself whether I compare doing things FOR ME, VS. Doing this FOR ANY thing else. I self-honestly choose Me. Do I help this person FOR ME, or for them? FOR ME. Do I wake up FOR ME, or to save the world? FOR ME. Whatever I place in this spot: Do I do THIS for me, or ________? FOR ME always WINS. But am I LIVING THIS? NOoooooooooooOOOOOoooooOOOOOooooooooOOOOOoooooooo I notice how even just 5 minutes ago, how i was doing something FOR SOMEONE ELSE, for the purpose of BEING THEIR FRIEND, which is COMPLETELY self-dishonest. AND IT WAS AUTOMATIC. I had to literally slam my hand on the table and yell NOOOO!!!! So I literally had to take action to stop myself in the moment in Acting that way, and ALIGN myself to doing this FOR ME. In addition, I had also seen something that would be done FOR ME, but I was HESITANT, I DID NOT ACT IMMEDIATELY. And so it WASn't...

So, we always know what to do in every moment. We know how we should be. We know who it is that we really want to be. We also know who we are now. We can see the bullshit if we want to see. We can do so much, only if we allow ourselves to do it. it starts with ourselves, and self-honesty. We already know the highest way to live. We may not have a name for it, but you know what it is. Since birth, since childhood. Why do you choose the lesser path? The lesser way to live and be? Because of energy, because you want more? Yourself is enough. Why not give the same to everyone else? I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not do everything I can so that others can give themselves the gift of themselves. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want more than what another has, what is available to all, instead of sharing all with everyone for the good of all. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a process or journey to...