The most important thing that I can offer existence is to show that its possible to live and exist without thought, emotion and feeling. To show what its like to no longer feel insulted, intimidated, scared, worried, love, hope, sadness, excitement. To show what it is like to smile for real, laugh real, spontaneously in the moment, unplanned.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

1st day, April 14th


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate emotions while watching the tv show supernatural. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate emotions and feelings while watching fringe. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate emotions while playing the online game dead frontier. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate energy as emotions and feelings when I compete with other players and use them for my own purposes, involving deception. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think, I have just been playing all day, I haven’t done anything. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from what I am doing on a Saturday. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate emotion of stress and anxiety when I think, I have just been playing all day, I haven’t done anything. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate energy as emotions and feelings when a girl likes me at a party. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate emotion as anxiety and stress when I think of playing dead frontier. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think of playing dead frontier.  
Self-correction: be here whether im watching a show, playing a game, or at a party and to stop any emotions, feelings, and thoughts that arise. I am not separate from what i participate in. What i participate in, i am one and equal to. So i stop separation and from there direct what is best for all.