Yogan's Journey to Life

So reality brought before me moments with people that are from my past, and so recreating the dynamic of relationships and moments from my past in front of me. So here I am literally facing my past again. Within me and as me I reacted, I reacted in the same way I have reacted before in the past. My reaction so to feel stressed, depressed, misplaced, anxiety, unsettled. Within seeing this, that I what I am facing is literally my past in this moment, then what I have to do is walk this moment HERE, the only moment that is here, as the Me that I am now, that I direct here and now. The past is gone, even though people are here recreating the moments and living it as themselves, they are NOT me and I am not bound by the past, or by past rules, or by how I should be because that is how I used to be in relation to them. I can create here, how I am, who I am, in the moment, without Shame, without Guilt, with Peer pressure. I stand as the new me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing ...

So, having met some Destonians that I have known for like 9 years for some, that its like HOLY SHIT. I don't know them. Like really KNOW them. And that's how it is. Now one VERY specific and PARTICULAR point that I am going to zero in on is the image and face of a person. Now, using one person as an example, if I look at photos of their face on facebook, all of my judgment and preconceptions on WHO that person is based on how they look, how they smile, their facial structure, their eyes, EVERYTHING, is just completely and FLAT OUT WRONG. I am wrong in my assessment of who they are, based on image. So obviously the question is why then do we do this? Why do I do this? Because that goes to show you CANNOT trust the image at all to tell you who the person is. You cannot. Its not trustworthy. And that is Interesting isn't it? I mean really look at it. Because we are all the time judging based on what we see. All the time. We do it so often and so regularly that we forget ab...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, through compare and contrast, to use the application or lack of application of others in my life in how they stand/change or lack of standing/changing as a factor that determined who I am. Thus, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define who I am according to who others are or who they choose to be, instead of always aligning myself to what is best for all, and to express myself and create myself in the upmost possible in this one Human life. So within that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not being that one point that can stand eternally that can direct all of existence to within itself, to align existence to the same point, of oneness and equality, of considering all as one and equal, to essentially align existence to itself, to the actual reality of the situation, to self-honesty, and self-responsibility, to self, to here. With the Desteni tools I can stop any thought and any energy. B...