Yogan's Journey to Life

 In the video called the Imagine no Rings of Power, Bernard Poolman says how if you want to simplify things, you can say that there is only two choices, that which is best for all and that which is not best for all.  I can see how it is that simple. That if you make it your intent to live what is best for all, then that is what you do. And the words themselves have meaning because in the vocabulary of man, if we don't even speak of doing what is best for all, then that isn't part of our intent.  And I can see how Bernard lived what is best for all, and how he says in the video that even by the very resonance of him speaking people will attack him because what is best for all is a threat to the way people are living, which isn't best for all, but is of a form of what is best for their "self."  When I wake up in the morning I know what is best for all, and we all can see the same thing as well. The best way to wake up is with expression, just like a child jumping on

 There is this book called Peaceful warrior, and a movie was made based on it. I had watched this movie many years ago. And the idea of the Peaceful warrior is one that makes sense for me. It makes sense that for one to be a warrior who fights to have that mental clarity, where you have no thoughts, you are unmoved by experiences, and that you are the director of yourself and the moment, and thus what you do and what you produce is much more and greater than others can.  So the act of fighting, the act of war, and even the act of violence, is an act that can be done within what is best for all. Force itself is not inherently bad/evil. Obviously there is war, fighting, violence and force that is abusive and is separating us and hurting others. However the same actions must be taken at times, usually when there is someone abusing that is not listening to words saying for them to stop. I see that as the epitome of being a Peaceful Warrior, and the exemplary person we can be. Being able to

 We have had kittens that were born outside our house over a year a go. They are grown and healthy. And we care for them. And observing them, its very evident that they are much different in demeanor than dogs. And something cats do very clearly is that if something is bothering them or they feel uncomfortable by the presence of something or someone, they do leave/move locations. And I suppose if threatened in a corner they would lash out to protect themselves.  I see this as an important lesson for me. Where I can leave a space if I feel uncomfortable, and it has nothing to do with hatred or anger. A person can have something about them that is chaotic, or disturbing or even violent. Whatever it is, I mean you don't know the details of who they are, but simply the outflow of that you can see is disturbing or uncomfortable for you. I see this is important for me to learn to do. It is a point of self-care. And I see how I do tend to go into anger or hate in response, when I don'

 I enjoy violence. I enjoy seeing the wicked being punished. I enjoy seeing power wielded  I enjoy seeing strong action I enjoy the display of strength   This is an energetic experience. I see it relates to a coworker who was being righteous about the wrong thing an employer was doing. I see it makes me feel good and in control. I see I desire power, I see I desire money as power, so that I can have control. I see that I feel powerless and not in control right now, since I don't have much money. I see how the idea is reinforced in me that I just need to make more money.  real power and control comes not from money, comes not from violence, comes not from dictating others how they should be, not from screaming, not from yelling, not from ownership.    Real power and control is aligning here with the breath and the physical. Because at any moment the body could eject you. At any moment you breath could be stop. You don't have control over anything really. Every moment is a breath

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto an identity  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto a story of who I am  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto a memory of what happened to me  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto an experience I went through  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto a relationship I had with another  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto a desire for an experience for myself Basically if I were to write it all down there would be endless pages of things, of experiences that piled together have defined who I am today. And they are intrinsically tied to the relationships I have with people. But none of that matters. The relationships I have or had with people don't matter. They are ideas. They are opinions. And they are energies. And none of that matters.  What matters is the physical. The actual physical bodi

Something that defines much of humanity is Sex. For women it manifests mostly as being noticed/seen. The more often a women is looked at and noticed by men, the more they feel better about themselves. And the primary reason why men are looking is because of the sexual energy they feel. So then women play on that point into the extreme of earning money through offering men something to look at. You see that everywhere, including the internet and social media.  Now, the lesson that must be taught and learned is how to express yourself sexually in a way that is empowering and supportive of humanity. It is supportive of your partner, and it is supportive of yourself. Because if you have that within you then you are not attracted by the image of women. And thus women can also stop playing the game of making themselves feel better or making money through this way.  This is something everyone needs to do. This is balance and correction for the whole of humanity. This is breaking the chains.