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Testing dictation.

I am writing this blog with dictation. I’m gonna see how it goes and I want to see how effective it is. Oneness and equality. Oneness and equality, oneness and equality. Oneness and equality, oneness and equality. What does oneness and equality mean? Oneness and equality is the fundamental principle of the universe. It is saying that you are me and I am you. We are one, and we are equal. All the life that exists is life. It is equally life no matter what form of life it is. Under the fact that it exists it is part of life. What is really interesting is that the philosopher Descartes his quote had been misused. “I think therefore I am.” he originally wrote that as part of the argument that I exist, not to emphasize the mind. And existence is the fundamental point that defines life and defines oneness and equality. Existence covers everything by definition. All that exists, exists. And the word life refers to how all is made of the materials of existence and the materials of existence, i

Pain

 It is a part of life to hurt others.  A programmed statement inside of me is that I don't want to hurt anyone. That I will avoid actions that involve hurting others, including emotionally. One of things I avoid is rejecting others. I can't stand the thought of rejecting someone.  That's one of the reasons why I avoid dating. Because I can't stand the idea of someone falling for me, and me rejecting them, hurting them. I would feel guilty. I hate rejection. I hate pain. I hate suffering. But all of that is part of life. Including me inflicting that on others and others inflicting that on me. so there's no need to hide and try to stop it from happening.  Thats also one of the reasons I have been quiet. Because I have hurt others with my words, and it was words they needed to hear but I hated myself for hurting them, even if it was what was best for them.  Pain is a part of life. And the truth hurts sometimes. To help another, you may need to tell them the hurtful tru

Day 940 The nuance of speaking publicly on personal matters

 someone was asking about the nuance of when you discuss something that involves other people in a public way. I would say that every word you speak is an act of creation. so you must be completely specific in everything you express and thus be taking responsibility for everything involved in that including the outflows and consequence. If you were lacking in specificity then that is your responsibility. We are all creators all the time. Whether we embrace that responsibility or not, it occurs regardless. Our very existence has an impact. And even when you die you continue to have an impact.  You can never escape the responsibility that comes with existing. You either own up to it or you don't. There is no in between. Do or do not.  You can always take a moment to reflect and choose what you will express. You look at why you are expressing something or not. Is it for yourself? Is it for others? What are you going through inside yourself. Your starting point determines what you are

Day 939 We Deserve the Truth

 Had an inspiration, and I'm going to write about it before I forget.  What I went through during the times I voiced my love for someone and they reciprocated, and they returned my love. The young years of life, where everything felt optimistic, where all people are good and kind, and that we all want to love. How someone who loves you can, can unexpectedly turn into a monster. Things that I had to watch for then, and prepare. Someone freaking out, what you simply saying hi to them now. Now they completely ignore you, when before they supposedly love you. Well obviously that could not have been love, real love. It was instead a feeling of Euphoria. Love, real love, would exist outside the ideas of the mind, or the beliefs, or the feelings. It is something you see and understand in how the value of life of each person, of all beings, of all sized, shapes and form, equally exist in, and deserve care, recognition, respect, and attention. You see it through action, through your being,