Yogan's Journey to Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone. i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not getting married. I forgive mysel ffor acceptin and allowing myself to fear not having kids I foribe mysel ffor accepting and allwing myself to fear not having  awife. I forgive mysel ffor accepting and allowing myself to fear not meeting my soul mate. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ot fear not meeting and getting with the perfect person for me. I forgiv emyself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing the opportunity for the relationship that is meant or destined for me. I forgiv emyself for accepting and allowing mysefl to believe in destiny and fate. I forgive mysel for accepting and allowing myself to see myself as powerless because destiny and fate will decide my life. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hope and desire for destiny and fate to exist so that I won't have to lose anything, or ...

I saw what I wrote yesterday as supportive. Later I noticed I stopped pushing and challenging myself. Earlier this morning, I did push and challenge myself by pushing and challenging myself and everyone internally to live oneness and equality. This is clear for me. For me this is either absolute or not. I cannot pick sides. There is only oneness and equality. If people I thought were honest, turn out to be dishonest, this should not affect me. If I move or act, is should always be me here moving and acting. Living here. Thoughts and emotions and feelings are in separation from self. The words and pictures, things we can live and apply as, are in separation. So we have to direct our words and pictures, as all and one and equal. The same with everything, beliefs, ideas, behavior, fears, desires, we have to direct ourselves whether this removes beliefs or not, the point is clear, oneness and equality. We have to become equal to the mind. The mind is in the superiority seat, because we ab...