Yogan's Journey to Life

Strength, Being Strong. Speaking strong. Moving Strong. My Strength I have always been strong enough. I am strong. I have only suppressed it, muffles it, snuffed it out, with fear. I am afraid of being strong and using my strength to change the world. I am afraid of having an affect on people, on having power over people, on having power over the fate of the world, and the lives of individuals. I am afraid of having the ability through speech alone being able to motivate, move people into a direction. I am afraid of the responsibility. I am afraid of failing and being corrupted by power. I fear having power and being powerful.  All these fears are lies. Because being weak, doing nothing, just not participating, not having an affect, not having a say, your just sealing the already existent fate of the world. Right now, it is certain that by doing nothing your damning the world and everyone to hell. That is our current trajectory. So doing something, anything is damn sure better....

Visual Representation of Self-Judgement as a Voice in Your Head.   Situation : Tango Social Dance Backchat : I was so  stupid. I didn't know what to say. I didn't say the right things. I should have said different things. I also didn't dance as well as normally.  Self-judgment. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge how I speak, and how I act. When and as I see myself judging my speech or actions/movements, I stop and I breathe- I realize that it is unnecessary to judge myself for how I speak and act, and I need to allow myself to experiment, and to simply speak and act. I realize that there is no true wrong/right, in relation to speaking or acting, that they simply may lead to certain results, but I am not bad, nor is the movement or the speech bad. I may not simply get the results I want, and that is ok, and is good feedback for trying different approaches. I commit myself to experiment with ways of acting and speaking in creating ...