Yogan's Journey to Life

I was listening to someone's story about a situation and it reminded me of a mistake I did. Now, there is no way for me to know whether the person is making the same mistake as me. Why that is is because it really has to do with self-honesty, which requires the person seeing/assessing what her situation and who she is within that. So what she shared with me could be completely the case. And that case is that she is facing resistance to doing something. But there is a reactive response that I faced with resistance, throughout my life. That is that I have placed myself in the situations that I would face the most resistance, or that were very difficult and challenging. So this mentality and idea, belief, and desire that it is always good and best to put myself in a situation where I will face resistance, challenge and difficulty, is false. Why that is I can explain with examples. So the first example is that I wanted to be a philosophy major. I had different reasons why I wanted to...

W O R D S Today I watched the eqafe video by Anu about words: The Nature of Words - Reptilians - Part 183 I also spent some hours for writing a word, saying the word outloud, and then writing what came up and apply self-forgiveness, like so: -->  Word: Performance -what if I don’t do well enough? -I have to do better. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘performance’ to the words ‘what if I don’t do well enough?’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘performance’ to the words ‘I have to do better.’ Word: last year -its too long ago -it doesn’t matter. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the words ‘last year’ to the words ‘its too long ago.’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the words ‘last year’ to the words ‘it doesn’t matter’ The above example was written when I was writing an email to a professor and I noticed I ...