Yogan's Journey to Life

 Resonance   How everything I do its been programmed through Resonant Symbols.  So through the System of the Mind, what I do, and my perception of having choice, and my ability to do things, and how I do them, is determined by resonant symbols that hold within them all the memories and relevant points.    How do I correct this? From being one where I am living moment to moment according to the resonant symbols that are activated and present in the moment to moment, to one where I am instead living directly in the moment without programming, and that how I live is according to the principle of what is best for all. Being enslaved and trapped is not best for all, obviously. But I did have that thought of what if I just changed my resonance to one where I do what is best for all. The answer would include me being enslaved still, and not living, and actually not having any power or say at all. How can you change anything even about yourself, let alone others or this reality, if you have no

 I think I have a resonant response to bullying from when I was a child. And that response is deep and automatic. I basically do nothing when I am bullied. I don't respond, don't move, don't say anything. I know this isn't the best for all response. The best for all response, is something like speaking and standing with words of the message of oneness and equality and WHO I AM, like saying something along the lines of "We are ALL LIFE, we Are ALL EQUAL, and that is who I am, and what I stand for and what I commit my life to do. To find a way for us all to be supported and cared for, to correct the abuses and the wrongs. So I won't waste my precious time. If you want to be supported then I am here. If you need help changing yourself then I am here." Not saying anything is the worst option, because then you are basically saying you are nothing, you don't have a self, you don't stand for anything. That was very much the theme of how I was as a child.

 Humanity is dumb, is stupid. And so it requires forgiveness. To be able to rectify this situation of dumbness, we first have to forgive Humanity. We have to forgive the dumbness. And yes, Humanity is ignorant of its dumbness too. It doesn't know any better. But if it knew, then it would be sorry. So the right thing to do, and your duty, is to forgive and do what you can to help Humanity. And forgiving it, Forgiving Humanity is already a great help.  Everyone who can be a part of the solution, is needed and is helpful. So I forgive you and I forgive myself for being dumb. I invite you to forgive yourself and others.

 So, there is this statement that we cannot control other people, but we can control ourselves and who we are with things around us. So what I see within that is Fear. Because we can actually control who we are with other people, and so we can stand in a way with other people that does control/determine the relationship with that person. Control= Power= Responsibility. Being someone like Bernard, like how he was in his agreement with another person, which is who he is in a relationship based on principles that is openly agreed to and discusses, that requires having that Control, Power and thus acting from the knowing that you are responsible for the outcome. You do it, because you know it has an affect on all. You do it because you know that this shapes reality and changes the course of the future for this person and for others.  Power is scary, like real power. Real power is the kind of power that can only come about when one Realizes ones Responsibility. Power that is acted on withou

 So another blog on the human mind/programming details using myself as the example.  One of the reasons why blogging is supportive is by having your programming out there in the world, it frees you. Because part of it is keeping it a secret. By saying that you have this issue, then people can't use it against you.  Fear can only work in the moment/here. Fear doesn't exist in the past or the future. You can only ever feel afraid now. The same with everything else really. The only thing that exists is what is here/now. So if you find yourself thinking about some future moment and feeling fear, then realize you are only feeling fear right now, and so all you have to do is to move yourself in this moment. Step out of the fear in this moment. And so don't think or believe that a future fearful moment will happen. I notice this type of thinking of feeling afraid of being afraid of like a future moment. So your in your mind thinking about how something will happen and how you woul

 What Life is is everyone/all. And so Life does come first before any individual. At the same time you are equally important as Life. So what it comes first before is typically the Ego. So Life becomes first before you as ego or anyone else as ego. But Life as you equally comes first.  When you say how Life comes first, the egos will react. The egos will fight, they will say they feel insult, and they will attack you verbally. Because the egos places itself first, not Life first.  So having the Bravery and willingness to stand up and say what is needed to be said so that Life may be supported, and do what needs to be done so that Life may be supported, is critical. That is when living is real, when it is taking into action. I can feel the fear of what its like standing up. And as well the fear of facing someone aggressive and borderline violent. Violent with their words, and with their threats. Yet Life must stand unmoved. Life must come first. It may very well be the case that you die

The only thing of value that exists is every single one of us. Living this statement actually means you have value. Those who are selfish don't have any value. This entire reality is built on the principle that all lives matter equally. And that is why at death you will see that only those who can stand as point, will have any access to what matters. If you disagree with me, your an abuser. Because what you are saying is that not everyone is worthy of care, of money, of support, of food and all and everything we need to become effective individuals that can care and support others in turn. Abusers are a common thing, and Abusers are irrelevant. To be an abuser is to be a distraction that is to be ignored. Because those who understand and support Life, need our attention. Isn't it funny how abusers want attention? I think its hilarious.  Just like how we stop our thoughts, we also stop the abusers. We ignore them. We don't give them any attention. Life need nourishment, need