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The Investigation Continues... The Eyes are the window to the Soul.

I have noticed something interesting about me. I have ability to express with my eyes and face that really embody my presence, and is enjoyable for me, and I communicate with just my face/eyes using no words. It is very much a presence of myself here. I am present inside my eyes. I present with the images of this world that I see. I am here within my own presence. It is me, I am being me. It is natural and comfortable. It is real and expressive. It is deep, yet silent. It's like an extension of myself into my environment. It's like I am moving out into my surroundings and holding it within me. This causes a slight smile on my face. I enjoy being here with what is here. I enjoy my own presence. This is something I am investigating and testing out in moments. What does the eyes reveal about me, myself, I? If my eyes want to shut/close, is that because I am closing down or shutting off? If my eyes are strained is it because I am strained? If my eyes are open and natura...

Self-forgiveness day75

Pain  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate  myself from pain. Low I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself to another, such that I feel worse, "low." "I Know" I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to say I know when I do not in fact know. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to present myself as knowing when i do not in fact know. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress knowledge. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from knowledge. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress myself.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress emotions.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress memories.