Trust me, character day 151
Trust me Character Memory of asking Federicka whether she would trust me to catch her if she fell backwards, like one of those trust exercises. I feel nervous, because Federicka doesn’t trust me, because she said no. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel nervous when Federicka told me that she doesn’t trust me to catch her in a trust exercise. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek trust, because I believe that I can’t have a relationship with a woman she doesn’t trust or if I am not trustworthy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek to become trustworthy or have women trust me so that I can have a relationship with a woman. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to trust things, based on how I feel, instead of how things act and behave. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that trust is just the predictability of how things will act in cert...