The most important thing that I can offer existence is to show that its possible to live and exist without thought, emotion and feeling. To show what its like to no longer feel insulted, intimidated, scared, worried, love, hope, sadness, excitement. To show what it is like to smile for real, laugh real, spontaneously in the moment, unplanned.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

The Investigation Continues... The Eyes are the window to the Soul.

I have noticed something interesting about me. I have ability to express with my eyes and face that really embody my presence, and is enjoyable for me, and I communicate with just my face/eyes using no words.

It is very much a presence of myself here. I am present inside my eyes. I present with the images of this world that I see. I am here within my own presence. It is me, I am being me. It is natural and comfortable. It is real and expressive. It is deep, yet silent.

It's like an extension of myself into my environment. It's like I am moving out into my surroundings and holding it within me. This causes a slight smile on my face. I enjoy being here with what is here. I enjoy my own presence.

This is something I am investigating and testing out in moments. What does the eyes reveal about me, myself, I?

If my eyes want to shut/close, is that because I am closing down or shutting off?

If my eyes are strained is it because I am strained?

If my eyes are open and natural, is it because I am open and natural?

The investigations Continue