Are you walking process to make friends, or are you walking it for yourself? Big DIFFERENCE!!!!!! day 162
So Im interrupting my blog series for THIS. VERY IMPORTANT POINT. Am I walking process for me? When I ask myself whether I compare doing things FOR ME, VS. Doing this FOR ANY thing else. I self-honestly choose Me. Do I help this person FOR ME, or for them? FOR ME. Do I wake up FOR ME, or to save the world? FOR ME. Whatever I place in this spot: Do I do THIS for me, or ________? FOR ME always WINS. But am I LIVING THIS? NOoooooooooooOOOOOoooooOOOOOooooooooOOOOOoooooooo I notice how even just 5 minutes ago, how i was doing something FOR SOMEONE ELSE, for the purpose of BEING THEIR FRIEND, which is COMPLETELY self-dishonest. AND IT WAS AUTOMATIC. I had to literally slam my hand on the table and yell NOOOO!!!! So I literally had to take action to stop myself in the moment in Acting that way, and ALIGN myself to doing this FOR ME. In addition, I had also seen something that would be done FOR ME, but I was HESITANT, I DID NOT ACT IMMEDIATELY. And so it WASn't...