My Value System - day153
I wrote this today. I was facing my Value system, enjoy. Also, I am not done with this yet. Value System Memory of comparing myself to the other kids in the class. Who is the smart one? I want to be the smart one. But I also did not want to be the nerdy one. I valued getting good grades, being the one who get good grades, like Emma, this girl in elementary school who would get straight A’s. I wanted to be smart. I wanted to be valuable. Judging and comparing others as valuable and not valuable. Feeling negative to be with, associate with the non-valuable kids. Feeling negative to associate with myself if I am non-valuable. I am a person, one and equal to anyone else. This value is a lie. This is something I have created placed on top of life, of me and others. Life is the lungs, breath, hands, feet. Not the mind. Not judgments, thoughts and opinion. These are my creations. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself to Emma, my elementary scho...