Yogan's Journey to Life

So today, I woke up tired. This meant that I continued in bed for a while. I was really looking at this point. I notice that my face was rather pale, meaning that there wasn't a lot of blood  circulation, thus why my face looked more white/pale. And I was just being aware of the whole tired experience. So I know I had things to do, I had to leave the house for some errands. I was going with someone else, and while I was waiting for them to get ready, I had time to reflect and investigate on what this is. So I considered the possibilities, the first is that there is something wrong with my body, that it needs something, or it has some problem that needs fixing, for that I have to see the doctor and measure blood, which is what I plan to do. But in knowing what I know, and seeing what I have seen, it is possible that this can have something to do with my mind and some pattern or system that is activated. So in that I did see something, and as I looked throughout my body, I did fee...

Learning, coincidentally, is the name of a class I took in college, which is about the fundamental form of learning that occurs in many animals, including humans. And it in some way relates to what I wished to talk about today. So I had an interesting internal experience in the last 24 hours. Who I am, my demeanor, and my general experience of myself and my surroundings changed. There are many components of experiences. Some of them include: guilt, depression, sad, and hopeless. To spoil the ending now: I saw how learning about what is here, that action/movement, especially at a level of who I am, so it is natural and automatic, is important to assimilate and become/live. So I see the best way to explain this is by example. So in my real life experiences, someone said something to me, and I reacted/judge/assumed that to mean something indirect. So I took those thoughts/beliefs as real. Why? When that moment occurred, there was like a shift where I felt deep within me these experi...

--> Film review: Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20 th Century               So I watched this film, which you can access here . There are many points that are raised so im going to pick one point which was not fully addressed in the film. The film mentioned how frustration was a key component in an anger response where frustration was taken out on others. This I believe is a commonsense point where we as individuals have seen at one time that someone was angry and expressing that anger in their voice or actions when interacting with another being and in doing so find some relief. So the point in the film was raised that adolescents who fight in school were feeling frustrated at not achieving what they desired as teacher approval and system approval. The film mentions how children at an early age, and so are very vulnerable, are made subject to a system where the only purpose is to perform said acti...