The most important thing that I can offer existence is to show that its possible to live and exist without thought, emotion and feeling. To show what its like to no longer feel insulted, intimidated, scared, worried, love, hope, sadness, excitement. To show what it is like to smile for real, laugh real, spontaneously in the moment, unplanned.Like live words for real like openness, intimacy, bravery, sharing, caring, hereness, strength, standing firm, listening, considering, walking with

Saturday, April 6, 2019

Day 708 Todays update April 6, 2019

My day was really fucking good.

I did some exercise walking around and strengthening my back. I read outside in the sun. I am understanding the material I an learning.

I read some more.

I participated in chats.

I watched a movie.

I worked on myself in going to heart of what I need to learn in order to improve myself and me in my relationships to people. So I am advancing and going deeper. I am learning and realizing.

I feel quite strong, and connected to my body.

I want to strengthen that connection to my body even deeper. I want my voice to embody the sound of my body, to be more visceral. I want the presence of the body to come through the sound of my voice.

I want to change more and do more. I want to go deeper than I have gone before.

I want to see the heart of what this is. I want to see what expression will emerge and radicalize my life, and dramatically change it. I know what the area I want to improve. I am right at the precipice  of changing it. I am walking the moments of my past and seeing the domino effects of characters, and I am removing the dominos.

I am hopeful for the future.

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