The most important thing that I can offer existence is to show that its possible to live and exist without thought, emotion and feeling. To show what its like to no longer feel insulted, intimidated, scared, worried, love, hope, sadness, excitement. To show what it is like to smile for real, laugh real, spontaneously in the moment, unplanned.Like live words for real like openness, intimacy, bravery, sharing, caring, hereness, strength, standing firm, listening, considering, walking with

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Day 706 My Day and Forgiveness

I want to do daily blogging. The solution I see is just to do 15 minutes blogging. So its short, but consistent.

And I just write on what self-forgiveness I already did today.
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I had jealousy. I didn't want someone to have close friends. So I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be Jealous of the close friendship of others.
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I heard the dark, raspy voice of a female customer service person. It sounded attractive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to find raspy voice attractive.
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I placed people here as me, Deep. I looked inside into the deepest depths to see if there exists  ANY reaction to a person.

I saw yes. They made fun of how I walk. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame them for making fun of me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame someone for what they do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame someone for what they say to me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame someone for what I feel in me.

I have an immense quietness/hyper-awareness and spaciousness within me, while looking for any sort of reaction towards someone, anyone.

Until I stand clear with a person.


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