Day11 - Depression as Cynicism and Pessimism

Today I learned that I have been feeling depression as Cynicism and Pessimism that the a world that is best for all won't happen.

I felt this way as a reaction to seeing people give up, argue for their limitations, not willing to change, look at a point, or learn from it. It came from seeing people talking about money, and the natural world like its a dead thing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel depression when seeing people talk about the nature as a dead thing and talk about how important money is.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel depression when I see people argue for their limitations and refuse to investigate themselves further.

I also feel this way when people tell me how a world that is best for all is not possible. I also feel angry as I try to tell them why it is.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel depressed when people tell me that a world that is best for all is not possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel angry when people tell me a world that is best for all is not possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel unsure in myself and lose faith in myself when I feel depressed when hearing someone tell me why a world that is best for all is not possible.

I let go of these reactions and I embrace myself. I know I'm going to do my part that brings about a world that is best for all and nothing can stop me from doing my part, and taking responsibility for me.