Yogan's Journey to Life

There are many things that one can say is wrong with the world. But one thing that happens is that people complain about what is wrong, and they only take it to there, just words that are complaining about the problem. But what is needed is sacrifice, commitment of your Life and your Time in some positive way that is practical that will inevitably bring about the end of the problem with a solution. It can be long term stuff. It can be where you spend your money. It can be saving your money and using it wisely in supporting people that are voices of changes. It can be directly volunteering, becoming a politician, starting a business, making a plan to work a certain job that provides you security and use that security to support others, uplift others. We each have strengths and inheritances. We are not all born equal or have access to equal opportunity. BUT we can BE equals, and SEE each others as equals, and so give this life all that we got, and we utilize our strengths and advanta...

A world where everything is done with love and care for the end result. When apples are grown, that the man/woman plants the tree seeds with care. The person cares for the seedling. Cares for the tree. Cares for the fruit they pluck from it. Carefully places it for transport. The transport person carefully transports it. The people receive it with care. Its placed with attention in the hands of the one who eats it. Imagine if everything done in reality is this way. What would have to stop? What would have to change? What is stopping us from living care in the moment? We can eat an apple with care with attention, carefully. Its matters who we are, what we do, how we live. What words we live. They create reality.

Update since Blog post Adrenaline: https://yoganjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2018/11/day-69-adrenaline.html So since I have been walking the point of Adrenaline as described in my blog, well here's an update. I have been paying attention to my physical heart, and when and in what moments I react so that adrenaline or my blood pressure kicks it up, and so I feel my heart pounding. So I have been purposefully being calm and relax in my time where I don't have to be running around. One of the greatest luxuries in life is being able to just take your time walking somewhere, to just enjoy the view, enjoy the moment, going slow. This requires time. Also, by paying attention to my heart, this has helped me in conversations where I can remain calm, and more stable and not react within conversation topics. At the same time, when I do talk, I see I'm much more effective, and pay much more attention to what was just said, and able to bring through my point, as how I see it, clea...

The book called the Little Prince... I learned that love is simple. Its simple because I did it as a child. Very simple. I loved my toys. I loved my toys because I spent time with them, I paid attention to them, I interacted with them, I was here with them. I spent TIME with them, I had MOMENTS with them, as memories of experiences. I can remember them and recall them, and I cared for them. When I lost them, I was distraught. I missed them. I can remember them with fondness, with love in me. Only the children know what they are looking for," said the little prince. "They waste their time over a rag doll and it becomes very important to them; and if anybody takes it away from them, they cry..."   "They are lucky," the switchman said"       I'm very sure I understand what love is now. While reading this book, I'm pretty sure I can see it. I see it my past. I can see the moments and the people with who I actually loved and those who ...

Adrenaline as excitement Adrenaline as fear Adrenaline My heart beating, my heart pressure is high. I can't relax/stop it. It just goes. I am addicted to Adrenaline. My body is conditioned to exist in adrenaline. I am seeking for more adrenaline. Adrenaline as Fear is my everyday life. Adrenaline as Excitement is my Entertainment everyday. I choose to redefine and stop. No more adrenaline as fear or as excitement. No more heart pressure. Instead I choose when I do it. I choose when I adrenaline. Otherwise I am relax, stable, slow. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as adrenaline when I wake up and for my day. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to move quick and fast as what's normal. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as caffeine. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look for adrenaline as excitement. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look for adrenaline. ...

I have needed to just call a halt on everything and take things slower. This occurred physically to me, cause I got sick. I can tell that I got sick because of stress, because before I got sick I was dealing with a lot of stress. Basically I don't have time for everything I want to do right now. And I had been trying and pushing to get all of these things done. But its just not possible. I have to give myself time, plenty of time to do things right and well. Just making the statement that I'm going to be pushing back my deadlines and giving myself more time, already lifted some of the weight. But I also had to tackle some of the reasons why it exists. Why was I doing this? What about me thinks its okay to push all of this stuff on me to get it done as fast as possible? I know that before starting working in my jobs, so when I was in college still and then younger than that, I was different. I would have always taken things slow and do things Right. That is my preference. ...

Note: I don't have children or a wife/girlfriend, but these words as symbols exist within the mind consciousness system, and so I can do self-forgiveness now on them. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live for the happiness of my family, wife and children. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live for the feeling energy of my family, wife and children. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that real self-expression of happiness and feeling energy of happiness, are completely different. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that I cannot live the purpose of making others happy as feeling energy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad, sad, purposeless, meaningless in my family, wife, children not liking me or not wanting me around. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad, alone, isolated, sad, depressed, purposeless, meaningless, whe...

Desire to make someone else Happy. I want to make someone else happy. My purpose is to make others happy. My purpose is to make children happy. My purpose is to make my children happy. My purpose is to make my wife, girlfriend happy. My purpose is to make my wife and children happy. If I lose my children and wife, then I have no purpose. I am purposeless, I am nothing, I feel sad and depressed. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make my purpose making others happy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live for making children happy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live for making my wife/girlfriend happy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have my purpose to be the happiness of others. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel fulfillment and purpose from making others happy and so like me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to do things, and change t...

I feel tired of not being understood, of being so alone. Any time I remotely open up deep parts of myself, they go straight over other people's heads. How many people are like me? Someone who gets science and philosophy and mathematics. Someone who can express themselves clearly in words. Someone who fights for everything in existence, nature, animals, plants, all people. Someone who gets children, understands them. Someone who can place themselves in the shoes of most people/situations. Someone who has a strong imagination and creativity. Someone who doesn't need or care for any drugs or stimulants and can have so much fun without them. Someone who can LISTEN. Someone who can be here. Someone who can do anything and learn anything. Someone who is committed to the advancement and develop of the human being as Self. Let me tell you my life story in short. I was not born this way. I made a journey. So that you understand I am not magical, I was not given this, I worked for...

My political views, is that we overall transfer wealth from the wealthy so that its spent wisely in Life itself. This includes not only in the country of origin, but in support of all people around the world. My view is that we need to focus on the study of the Mind and Self, where we understand how and why we are who we are, why we develop our personalities, how and why we make our decisions, and what roles that thoughts, emotions and feelings play within that. In addition, how does physical memory or rote memory play a role in forming the basis of our personalities, and decision making, especially when it happens instantaneously as a reaction. How come we have such difficulty in seeing a different point of view, without bias? I'm especially interested in using what we learn, in the form of tools or methods that we can utilize to change ourselves, change who we are, our personality, change our gut instincts, our decisions, and being able to take on different perspectives witho...

These things are all lies. Religion, Nationalism, Culture, Country, Identity, Country, Race, History. None of this stuff is worth dying for or fighting for. None of this stuff is Life. None of this stuff have any meaning. Religion, Nationalism, Culture, Country, Identity, Country, Race, History. You were all just babies born into your situation. ALL OF YOU. None of this stuff matters: Religion, Nationalism, Culture, Country, Identity, Country, Race, HIstory. You were born INTO it. This is not life. This is not meaning. What is meaning is Life. What is meaning is Everyone. You want happiness? How can you have happiness without meaning? Love Everyone, Love Life. Love is GIVING LIFE to everyone. Give everything that Life needs. Food, Water, Home, security. Work for Life. Do not work for 2nd house, luxury watches, luxury cars, bigger TV. Work for Life. Work for Everyone Work for Meaning. Give money to Everyone Give money to Life. Make money have...

Link https://yoganjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/ I know that for other people, they may not get my connection with my first blog post online. Let me try to explain why the moment is special for me and why I revisit it sometimes. There is a purity to someone just starting their process, and posting online for the first time. There is a simplicity, just like a baby or child. There is a purity, a innocence, a good-will of intent.There is also that first step of bravery where you are going public, you are exposing yourself, you are writing something personal and real. My first blog post didn't seem like much, but for me it was. I was REALLY MEANING and standing behind my self-forgiveness. I meant every word, and I wrote it, spoke it, and lived it very deeply within myself. I remember where I was, I remember the feel of the room, I remember the orientation. I remember the emotions and feelings, I remember just the moment. I really had in that moment the intent and will to wa...

It really is a cool alliteration. D esperate D esire,  De De , I'm using it to describe something within me. I had already described Desperation as a key word, along with anxious and nervous. I had a memory where I was pulling on my parents arm, telling her to go, that I wanted to go! I was like cmon! cmon! cmon! lets gooooo!!!! already!!!! CMON !!!! The emotional state that I was in was Desperate. Looking at my current moment. I desperately want something. I desperately want this, and so desperate desire then. This is in relation to a person. Where I want to be with this person. At the same time I can draw a contrast here to perfectly illustrate the reality of desperate desire as emotion. In contrast to desperate desire, what I want as having a family, having kids, having a partner that I can share such a deep intimate connection with that we would be connected simply by our words hundreds of million miles away from each other, that I can see their soul, that they bear thei...

So I have been watching the videos from DODO that share videos on facebook, that I see while scrolling through facebook. Its all about animals. Its hard to put in words . There are people that care about animals, that GIVE UP their lives and self-definition and money to take on a NEW self-definition and Life that is about raising, caring for the animals, to the utmost degree. You can call this real Love. real Care. This is something I would do. And this is the BEST of Humanity, and the human spirit. https://www.facebook.com/yogan.barrientos/posts/10217804753097519?__xts__[0]=68.ARDxH-SH1CSRhDgwSC_7AU3P6b5Vr42GnyvReMxOLUmFPJdcK7AAvifRiTgJw_XEbqfXcIeKyADbKKC7oO7vvYa4tbaDPh8UTKzn2xtEjIEjIeqAyx8s6TvlWbvUafJeT0L_XUJmAWu6cN00eeiovQC0wgGhtWrZ90GytVyQLN9w-dGunPL48abcFqxnsBY7aTaXfFkuGM5HQyMvJUoStFYZdaVWHyMHIOdCnw8&__tn__=-R https://www.facebook.com/yogan.barrientos/posts/10217804171682984?__xts__[0]=68.ARCEY943k6BB42k5tK1X_y8ucFiis9sCOiuUfiC1k-9i67Px1wX9dhn7816DeRKp_xMUe-kQVOpc7rQrddG_...

Talking with People, just learning about them should be normal. It is normal, just we may find it strange when it hasn't happened in so long. Like learning about someone, about things that may seem like insignificant facts from a certain point of view, can also seem from a certain point of view a Treasure Trove of words and experiences never seen, heard, or felt before. Maybe its about where someone has lived, that you never visited before or been to before. Maybe its about what someone does in their daily life, which tends to be their work/job and responsibilities. Maybe its about a person's interests and hobbies, what they know how to do, and what they do in their free time. Things, experiences, words, music you may never hear of otherwise. It can be simply hearing and understand what kind of a person a person is. Or it can be relating and sharing your own similar experiences, meeting someone who went through something similar or the same as you. It is just normal to just...

From the big to the small. From the state of corruption in some country's government. From monopolies of businesses. From Liberal Rich States and countries, to the poor. To country's starving people. To desecration of land. To the flow of money. To the emotion of anger. To the feeling of Love. Everything can be explained and understood. The human. The human has a body, and a mind. The mind creates the personality you have been using. 99.99999999% of people don't know the extent of their mind, what it does, and why it exists. 99.9999999% of people are disempowered. All of these people gave all their power away. Realizing yourself, means realizing what your mind is and what it does. It means being honest with yourself about what you know already. The flow of money, the flow of decisions, the flow of moments all come down to this basic awareness. How energy flows in your body. Stopping this energy is of utmost importance. Consider it like poison. Energy flowing i...