Day 14 Creating the Moment

The very basic tenets from Desteni is that Emotions, feelings and thoughts? Problems. And its not because Desteni says so. I never listened to anybody just because they say so. Cause that's stupid.

But when I heard the first time from Desteni how they describe how Energy works, and how emotions, feelings and thoughts work. Immediately knew it was true because I could see right away across my entire life how this has occurred. Every time I get excited about something or someone I get stupid, where I miss some things or ignore some things and I inevitably create my own downfall and create misery and suffering for myself. I mean, I could tell already in that moment that normal people wouldn't want to believe this to be true, or shall I say deny looking at how it is true and has happened across their entire lives. But its true. And most people will deny it. People will argue that love and light is good. People will defend the right to feel happy and pursue happiness, because it sounds good and right. Is it right? Does it actually lead to good things? Or has it led to bad things?

Like assuming that you have pursued happiness and love, and light your entire life, answer me this right now. Are you happy right now? Is everything good in your life? Is it? Do you feel satisfied, whole and complete that if you died right now, you would die within that satisfaction?

No one can answer that with a big FAT honest YES!!!!!!! Can you?

This ALL has been known for a long time. Religion knows it. The Economy knows it. Both of these forces are completely built on the knowledge that people are not satisfied that they are incomplete and in constant need/hunger for something.

Spirituality, gurus, masters, know it too.

Only children don't really know it. But once they grow up they know it.

 No one has provided a full answer. A full path that leads to fullness.

Except for me, before Desteni, I observed sparks of it. The message of Jesus showed that potential spark. Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr also showed it within their eyes and words. There have been people that lived parts of it. I grew up knowing this potential and seeking this potential. The truth consumed me.

Desteni, laid out the path scientifically. They describe how emotions work and how feelings work. They described how thoughts work.  It made sense. And it still makes sense. Basically we have to get physical. We have to get out of our heads and out of energy, and get back in the physical body. These physical arms, legs, heart, muscles, brain, tongue, everything. The physical is what is real. The mind stuff is made up mental stuff. Its mental! All of it. What you feel is not a physical thing. You are not feeling water with your hand. Your feeling something energetic that is your own creation.

It is really stupid to listen to your own emotions and thoughts because it is confirmation bias. You are literally confirming to yourself the reason why you should do something even though you are the one providing the reason to yourself! It's ludicrous and stupid. We believe what we believe, because we are Creating, making up on the spot, the very reason why to believe it. When it is an emotion! A feeling! We are making it up!

For something to be true it needs verifiable, physical evidence. Not emotional evidence, which we then have the balls to call it intuition, and say that we had a gut feeling, and they we start TRUSTING what we feel. I mean, Really?

Is this what the human being has come to?

How pathetic are we?

So impulsive, so quick to judge, so emotional, where we then consider and believe in so many things that should actually just be a natural physical parts of ourselves, passion, Life, vitality, and we start relating to these words as FEELINGS and Emotions. You don't feel life, you ARE LIFE. Passion is not something you FEEL, its something you live. That energy you feel, is not even real, and its the most rudimentary, simplistic, limited form of living/expression in existence, that it shouldn't even be called living/expression, because you are not living or expressing, you are just Feeling. You are just on the receiving end. It's like you are in a fucking coma. Not moving at all, just totally stuck in your own head and all the chaos going on inside of you. Is this who we are? Is this what we have come to?

It's pathetic.

This is what I realized and known for a long time. We as Humanity are pathetic. We don't know what it means to really live. I mean for godsake, we actually believe we need substances like alcohol and drugs to feel good. I mean really? You can't just decide to be happy, decide to jump up and down, decide to dance, decide to enjoy yourself. You can't do that? You can't? If you can't then let me tell you something, something is SERIOUSLY wrong with you. You don't have will. You don't have directive principle. You are not control of your own body, and so of course you're not in any real control over anything else. If you can't decide what you are expressing, you are in deep shit. You really are. And guess what, that's is where we ALL are. No one is better. We are all limited as FUCK. Seriously, look around. No one can really control their emotions, just decide to feel good. They all need drugs, alcohol, entertainment, sex with someone, masturbate to something, find some relief somewhere, receive attention, Blah, blah blah.

Where is the guy or gal that can just BE. Can just take a stroll outside and just feel better. Who can just let go of all the shit within them in an instant. Can just decide to jump up and down and sing, BECAUSE THEY CAN. Because they are a fucking creator and they create the moment. They don't need fucking permission. They are alive. And creating is who they are. If you are not creating the moment, know that you are not alive.

 This is the ONLY ONE PATH to life. If you don't walk this path, then you are definitely not on the right path. And I am not talking about Desteni, the group. I am talking about the all the shit you have done to yourself and others since the beginning of time. You are shitty. And Desteni are simply people united in the fact that we are all shitty, and we are going to fucking learn how to get out of this shit and start living for real, for once and then for all. So you'd be smart to join and get the help from some others. Do with it what you will. But know one thing. Only you can prevent yourself from doing anymore harm. A billion angels, a billion gurus, masters, a billion amount of support can't force you or make you do shit. YOU have to be the one that fucking stands up like an equal, with some dignity, respect, humility, eagerness and willingness to lean. You can't buy that shit with all the money in the world. You just have to fucking do it, and be it.

So do you have any life in you? Is there anyone in there that can still hear? Do you have a CHANCE of making it? Only you know. I don't know, how can I? I am just typing here. Maybe see you around. Maybe not, the choice is yours.


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