Exploring words for myself day73

WORDS

Today I watched the eqafe video by Anu about words: The Nature of Words - Reptilians - Part 183

I also spent some hours for writing a word, saying the word outloud, and then writing what came up and apply self-forgiveness, like so:

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 Word: Performance

-what if I don’t do well enough?

-I have to do better.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘performance’ to the words ‘what if I don’t do well enough?’

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘performance’ to the words ‘I have to do better.’

Word: last year

-its too long ago

-it doesn’t matter.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the words ‘last year’ to the words ‘its too long ago.’

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the words ‘last year’ to the words ‘it doesn’t matter’

The above example was written when I was writing an email to a professor and I noticed I was compelled to write certain words. It felt like a rush to quickly write the word without me being aware of it, yet being aware that I was participating in energy. I found the process of writing the words and doing self-forgiveness, simple and easy to do. 

Some more examples:

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Word: able

-strong, powerful

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘able’ to the words ‘strong and powerful.’

Word: strong

-invincible

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘strong’ to the word ‘invincible.’

Word: powerful

-merciless

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘powerful’ to the word ‘merciless.’

In the above example, because I felt energy with the words strong and powerful, I also said these words out loud to see what came up.