“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Thursday, July 13, 2017

Day 2 Reacting under Threat of Punishment? I know who I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fight for what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use what is best for all as an excuse to generate emotions and feelings.

Emotions and feelings are always unacceptable. If a person is screaming at you or yelling at you, and you react, it is still your responsibility. If you use screaming and yelling to get someone to stop, that is unacceptable. You can't use emotions and feelings for what is best for all. It's not possible.

You don't have to worry about whether what you are doing or saying is leading to emotions and feelings in others. All you have to focus on is whether you are having any emotions or feelings.

If are you able to create the most beautiful and perfect relationship using feelings, it is still meaningless.

If you are able to make this world a utopia and bring order by using using your emotions, it is worthless.

Anything and Everything "created" through emotions and feelings is nothing.

You need to be able to say or do anything, all without reacting. As long as you react, know you cannot create.

You cannot create relationships, opportunities, a life, unless you stop your emotions and feelings.

Emotions and feelings are the antithesis of life. Reactions are the antithesis of Life. There is no way to have a life or be alive as long as you continue to react.

You could be a slave, tortured and raped. Still your freedom is found within stopping your emotions and feelings. You can be abused, and beat up. Still you have to stop your emotions and feelings. You can be cheated, lied to, and manipulated, still you will never have access to Life until you stop your emotions and feelings. Just because you have been a victim do you think that gives you automatic access to Life? to Creation? No.

Only those that can take responsibility for their thoughts, emotions and feelings can have access to Life and Creation. No exceptions.

How quickly do you stop your reactions? Instantly? The exact millisecond it is here?

Do you accept and allow your emotions and feelings?
Anger, sadness, fear, anxiety, nervousness, stress, annoyance, irritation, jealousy, lust, desire, need, want, happiness, joy, excitement, love?

Are you still a slave? Are you still trapped? Who has the key? Where is the way out?

Do you listen to people? Do you automatically do what people say? Do you just follow orders? Do you fight people? Do you react?

Are you willing to die, go under torture, be hit and abused in order to keep being real, and stop your emotions and feelings? Do you flinch at threats? Do you change who you are because someone threatens you? Do you give in? Do you give up?

Do you change who you are to make others happy? Do you change what you do, how you act, what you say, how you live to make others happy or to avoid punishments and threats and torture? Do you stand no matter what?

I know what I am doing. The single most important thing is to never react. Never. Not under threat of torture, punishment or death. Not under threat of starvation, poverty, or any form of harm. Not under verbal abuse or physical abuse. I will not change. I will be the same. No matter the scenario, no matter the situation, no matter the people. No matter if others are killed or tortured, no matter if you are blamed, no matter what people say to you, say about you, think about you, or do to you. I will not react. I know who I am.

Stopping reactions, stopping emotions and feelings is the single most important thing. That is the only door, the only opening, the only access to Life and Creation. And I always will be able to stop. Never has there been or ever will be a time or situation where reactions has more power than me. It is all me. One and Equal. From this day forth I will no longer accept any reactions because of threats, of pressure, of insults, of attacks, or any other reason.

 This is the Secret to Life



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