“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Monday, September 29, 2014

Missing what is right in front of our noses Day 179




Looking forward to the future, missing the present.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, by imagining about the future, and would it could be like, to miss the present, and thus the steps to actually create the future I so desire.

Anxiety about the future, and enthusiasm about the future. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel anxious about what the future holds in store.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel enthusiastic about what the future holds in store, and so miss the present, what is here, as the only place that exists and where the future is only created; it all starts with what is here. 

When and as I see my mind running wild about the future, I stop and I breathe, and I bring myself back here - I realize that the future is not real per se, but it is a useful word to refer to the consequences or acts of creation that only manifest through continued and sustained participation with what is here. 

I commit myself to participate with and as the things that are here, to manifest the so desired creation, the creation that is aligned with what is best for everyone. 


I still feel nervous. Perhaps this is to be expected. I feel better now. 

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