Are you someone trustworthy? Could people trust you do what is best for all, in all situations, forever? Or will you betray people's trust for yourself as an individual separate from the whole?

Becoming someone trustworthy, reliable will be a process. There is no magic here. There is just effort, hardwork, determination, and commitment. Eventually any man can change their own fate with enough time. But time does run out. We do all die.

This world is all of ours, it is our responsibility. Not to do with what we please, but to nurture and care for. Just as we use the earth for nourishing and caring for our bodies, and us as one people. Life never dies, but our opportunity as individuals to get access to Life can die, we can miss out on it.

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Creating Peace in My Life Day 176

Peace above all. No more relishing in anger or revenge. No more violence. An active peace, a constant peace. A constant step by step movement towards peace for everyone.  Living practically in such a way to mathematically guarantee peace on earth. Living peace as myself as no resistance and complete acceptance of what is here. In a way, I am already living the end point that I wish to manifest through my practical living. I live peace in what I do, what I speak. I let go when there's no point to hanging on. There's no point to hang onto anger, revenge, jealousy, sadness, pity, frustration... What would be the point of that? It wouldn't be for peace.

I found that I was addicted to anger, to revenge and all the other negative emotions. When I had the proper excuse I would become anger, and express it, receiving a sort of high. I would instigate conflict with those around me. I would probe and push people's buttons. I enjoyed it. I even enjoyed self-pity, and playing the victim. It was a game of emotions.

Like with any addiction, the best place to start is by stopping.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as my negative emotions, sadness, anger, pity, jealousy etc... within and as enjoyment, creating a dependency, an addiction, and tendency to create these emotions regularly.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enjoy to reveling in and experiencing my emotions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create situations and escalate situations, so that I can participate in my emotions more deeply.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek out people to be with and hang around so that I can participate in anger, arguing, and fighting, instead of peace, understanding and genuine conversation.

Peace is the only sustainable reality

When and as I see myself feeling emotional - I stop and I breathe- I realize that emotions do not create peace, only war.

I commit myself to seek out people, and build relationships founded on peace, understanding, and genuine conversation. 

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