The Self is the key. You are the key. If you want to make things better, focus on yourself. Do you have a relationship with yourself? Are you able to hold yourself and know yourself? Do you know what you are feeling? Do you know what you are thinking? Are you here with yourself? Do you Know yourself?

Self is the Key. You are the Key. You have the power. You are the power. You need to know the power. You need to know yourself. You need to know who you are right now in this moment in what you are thinking and feeling. And you need to start stopping whatever it is that is not best for you. You need to start stopping that which is harmful to Life.

Be the Self that is Free from all limitation, pain, abuse, destruction, and full of creation, ability, and potential. You start becoming through self-forgiveness.

Would you like to have a relationship with Your self?

Friday, April 19, 2013

day77- People look at me


Reading over my last post I identified a charge.
People looking at me. I think they are judging me. I think what they could be thinking of me. I get worried, scared. I think I am dumb. I think I am ugly. I think I am a wierdo. I think I am nothing. I think I cannot do anything.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am dumb"
with nervousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am dumb" come up in response to when people are looking at me. 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am dumb" within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am ugly"
with fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am ugly"
with nervousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am ugly" come up in response to when people are looking at me. 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am ugly" within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am a wierdo"
with fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am a wierdo"
with nervousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am a weirdo" come up in response to when people are looking at me. 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am a weirdo" within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am a nothing"
with fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I am a nothing"
with nervousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am nothing" come up in response to when people are looking at me. 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I am nothing" within and as me.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I cannot do anything"
with fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the words "I cannot do anything"
with nervousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I cannot do anything" come up in response to when people are looking at me. 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the backchat "I cannot do anything" within and as me.

When and as people are looking at me and I feel nervous - I stop and breathe- I realize I do not have to react within myself, that I am responsible for how I feel - I realize I will many times in my life be in a situation where people are looking at me, so its best to let go of this reaction, and take responsibility for having accepted and allowing it within me.

I commit myself to remain here, constant, and direct myself within situations where individuals are looking at me.
I commit myself to not ignore who I am.


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