Day 808 Becoming the Devil

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing emotion and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing others to stay in emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abandon others to their illusions, delusions, and emotions/feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not try to help others walk out of their mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on helping others leave their lies, illusions, enslavement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place any value above the individual freedom of each person, where I must help them to walk out of my mind, and where I have been valuing different things like my status, my reputation, my perception by others, my wealth, my anything.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think anything could matter more than helping someone walk out of their mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think there could be a reason to not support someone out of their mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being the devil.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being the beast.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that anything of this world that humans have create as society could actually have value, where if the society or world labels you a certain, like it would even matter given that the world is currently one where no one stands without mind, emotion, feeling or thought.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there could be something for me to achieve or receive from this world system that would be of value.

I choose the process of becoming life: of standing without the mind, and standing within how life should be: equality, over everything else, over reputation, over being a good person, over the opinions of judgments of people who don't stand within the same process as me: of life. 

When I Be the Devil/the Beast, I am actually becoming Life. Because from the perspective of the World System, and those brainwashed in it, I would appear like a Devil to them. I would Appear Evil, because that is how their system is designed. When its actually the opposite: Evil = Live backwards. Because if you were to design a way for someone to be trapped, you would want to place the actual solution to be in the most extreme place, as far away as possible to them.

So I must find it to be a compliment then to be seen this way, its actually a testament to all I have done and all I can offer/do/say.

Its like I am standing in two places at the same time: my inner reality where I see the truth of me and I call myself Life. And in the place that is the world system which consists of others perspective of me, which would be seeing me as a beast/evil.

Because I am gaining more awareness of people, and of the world system, I am part of that awareness/understanding now. Its no longer just my personal process, its the process of all of us. So its seeing how the enslaved see their support/solution, as a threat.

And so its reconciling all of those points as me. I am that. I am a threat, I am beast. I am a devil to them. And I am the solution. I am the support. I am the words/perspective that if they embrace/live they will see and walk their path.

Because what I offer is equality. Complete equality with all definitions, all reality, all words, all existence, all possibility. If you walk this equality point, you will be free, and you will also eventually reach a point that you too will have to help others to change.

There is nothing in this existence, no being, no entity, no god, no thing that you are not equal to. You are equal to that, and it is through your redefinition and living up to the words does that become so. Just like for me, its a process and its a placement of words as myself that I then Live up to. Because I am equal to life, and life is not meant to be chained down/suppressed/hidden. Life is here for all to see, to express, to live, and to offer life to all.

I commit myself to stand in the shoes of the Demon
I commit myself to stand in the shoes of the Devil
I commit myself to stand in the shoes of the Beast
I commit myself to stand in the shoes of the Life.

I commit myself to give up a quiet life.

Whenever I have the chance to speak, I have the choice: will I be the devil or not?
I chose the devil as Life