“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Will you forgive yourself?

This is a mental to test how far would you actually go when it comes to forgiving yourself.
Think about all of the most horrible things possible for a person to do. These actions would be the most evil possible. Bring all of these evil actions, behaviours, habits to your attention.

Imagine that you are the most evil person, and have done the most evil things. Imagine you have done these things many times over a long period of time. Imagine you are the most evil person that ever existed. Now would you forgive yourself for all the things you have done, and so change who you are, and so what you do so that it is better, and so best for everyone? In short, would you forgive yourself, which implies actually changing?

Your answer to this question says something about your relationship with yourself. If you say yes you would forgive yourself even when you are the most evil person ever, it means that you are willing to forgive yourself and become better, so to change. If you say no that you won't forgive yourself, then that means you won't change and you will keep holding onto who you are.

It is important to be able to forgive yourself, because there will be moments in life where you will be faced with your own evil, and you are at the point of change which is a choice. The question is are you willing to forgive yourself, to let go of your old self, and become better, more - to change. If you are willing to forgive yourself no matter what, then you are on the path of change.If you are not willing to forgive yourself, take a look and see how it is the path of evil. Evil stays the same, and won't become better or more.

Watch out then for any resistance to not look at yourself, to not self-reflect, to not self-investigate, to not check who you are, to not forgive, and to not let go. Bring all of yourself to the light, and face who you are in totality with the tool of self-forgiveness where you embrace who you are now, so that you can better and change who you are.

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