Yogan's Journey to Life

Anger is unacceptable. Anger in all forms in unacceptable. Anger as Justice is unacceptable. How the mind is set up, energy is the driving force and all emotions are energy that drives the mind. The mind has certain rules, as long as you operate with the mind, you operate within the rules. There is no bargaining here or ability to break the rules. If you accept and allow one version of anger you accept and allow ALL versions of anger. If you believe you are right to be angry at someone for doing something bad, you must approve of every other form of anger. Because for the mind it doesn't matter what anger you use. To the mind it doesn't distinguish between justice anger, or anger directed at evil. Anger is anger. And anger is energy, the fuel for the mind. Here is the point we as humanity are operating in. We are in the mind. We are operating within the limits and rules of the mind. We are powerless to change it unless we stop participating completely in anger, in the m...

We are all one and equal to Trump and Hillary Clinton. Oneness and equality permeates everything. If you look throughout yourself, your life in the past and current times you will find the points that match with how you feel about Trump and Hillary, whether its positive or negative it doesn't matter. At the core of how you feel is the feeling itself, and what constitutes feeling is the energy. What you think isn't real, and it doesn't matter the content or subject matter of your thought. Thought is thought. The feeling, whether positive, or negative, anger, sadness, happiness or excitement is still just that a feeling. It is not real. Letting it reign, letting the thought and emotion stay, means that you give it your power and attention. It feels real and becomes "real."  The same with anything. Your greatest enemies and greatest friends. The feelings and thoughts isn't real. It is something in your head. The energy is created from your body. Though has ...

The drama of Life. Whats best for all and oneness and equality comes first before friends and family. This means stopping your emotions and feelings first before anything. Why is this? Because if you place your friends and family before what is best for all and oneness and equality, then you end up with separation, you end up with the world we have today. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place my friends and family before what is best for all and oneness and equality. There is no part of this existence that is more special or more valuable than any other part. There is no one person or one people that is special or more important than other person or people, or any other part of this existence. Survival is not the most important thing. The most important thing is Life itself being and living as one and equal Life. When we feel emotions, have feelings, have thoughts we separate ourselves from Life, because our thoughts, emotions and feelings are not standi...

My happiness... Most people will say when you ask them that what they want out of Life is to be Happy. That is their goal. That is their dreams and aspiration. To be happy, find happiness. In practical context this may mean something like finding a job they like to do, or having a family, finding the one love, making plenty of money. To this I say that the happiness that you seek where you are the center of attention, is not a happiness you will feel happy with for very long, it will be fleeting. It will slip through your fingers and you will have no control over it. It will leave you. Because you are not the center of attention of Life. All of existence is equally the center of attention, as a fundamental truth of existence. This is a law that can never be changed because the very existence of Life itself demands it. So to break this law means consequence and requires an illusion, the illusion being that you can place yourself in your mind as being the center of attention of Life...

For young people, all people actually, though for young people it seems thematically fitting that the FUTURE is emphasized. The future life... the future job... the future family... the planet's future... There are many horrendous stories about the future... global warming... the destruction of the planet... We can only act here and now. We never act in the future. So what is here? The whole planet is here, all the people, animals, plants... all the nature is here. Even with all the problems in the world, the world still exists. There are many games, and faces that are played and made. Creating these illusions. Where we enter into all sorts of reactions, arguments, beliefs, ideas, ideologies. Beyond all that... before all that... or maybe just right in front of our noses, what exists is already here. The people, the matter, the flesh, the bodies of plants, animals, humans, of the earth. All of that is here already. Constantly dying, regenerating, transforming. Life itself. ...

Survival: I need to stay alive, no matter what. Life: How can I live what is best for all. Situation: Poverty When we are at poverty, our reactions, our instincts is telling us to fight to survive. It is always when we are challenged most that the moments when Life has to born. What is the difference between survival and living? It doesn't have to do with money. What I am talking about is out of reach of understanding of most people. Being Alive is that thing that requires no money or price tag. It is a simple laughter or smile for no reason. It is listening to the wind. It has nothing to do with all the dreams and desires people have today. It is that which exists before dreams existed, before desires were had. It was simply enjoying life. It is whole and complete, without lacking or breaking. Reaching this understanding requires firstly understanding your own mind, which consists of those dreams and desires, those things that were born out of a creation of thought...

Dreams What is your dream? My dream is seeing everyone well, physically. Seeing that we all participate in the system of taking care of our needs, and Life's needs. My dream is seeing us working together side by side, improving Life, Improving this Earth, Improving the quality of Life. My dream is that no one lacks their basic needs, and all understand and are passionate about providing for all of our needs and doing the necessary work to sustain Life. Currently the Reality is that A percentage of people provide for the Life needs of many humans, not all humans though. And these percentage of people live in poverty. So those who provide for our basic needs are not even very well off. The Reality is that many humans are doing jobs that are redundant and don't provide for that which is necessary to sustain Life. We instead are playing games. Playing game of poverty of wealth, of being rich, of climbing the ladder of success... its all games. We aren't serious about doin...

The outward Beauty is not valuable. What is valuable is the Beauty within. The Beauty of being someone that stands by existence. That is Beautiful. The beautiful voice or the beautiful face is not beauty. The most ugliest face and most ugliest voice and being someone who stands by everyone, as one and as equal, is the most beautiful person. Beauty has nothing to do with outward appearance, or perception. Beauty is either who you are or not at all. So your wrinkles don't matter. The amount of makeup don't matter. The youth of your face don't matter. What matters is who you are. Who you are leads to what you do. So being beautiful leads to doing/creating beautiful things, which means best for all things. Being what is best for all leads to doing what is best for all or creating it. Integrity and Principle is Beautiful. Integrity and Principle is doing what is best for all. Dedicating your life to everyone. Putting your time and money into what is best for everyone. Exis...

I am willing to just have enough. I am willing to just have the things I need and just a little extra for things I don't need. When I look across the wealthy countries of the World: Japan, Singapore, Canada, United States, Europe, Australia, Germany, the United Kingdom, and many more, there is a desire for a lifestyle that is much more than just what you need. A great consumption of desires. This is a problem. Because you are the problem. Money is ubiquitous, which means that it can be used to support others, to support life, to support All Life, this entire Earth. And its not about the money, its about your decision. It is about who you are. Money just reflects You and your choice. So we don't need some technological revolution. We don't need self-driving cars. We don't need a new energy revolution, a new advancement that saves our ass. We just need to change. Because we have everything we need right now, right here. I propose everyone that is already ready to Live...

The message of oneness and equality, the vision of it, the understanding of it, the wording of oneness and equality is not found in the laws that exist. Laws are defined as Justice, where law breakers obstruct justice. Oneness and Equality is not defined within Justice. Lawyers don't swear an oath to uphold oneness and equality. Judges and Justices don't swear to oneness and equality. Police officers don't swear to uphold oneness and equality. Nowhere within the laws does oneness and equality is expressed in word, speech. So the actions of the judges, lawyers, and police officers do not follow or hold oneness and equality, because actions follows the word/speech, and no where is it written that oneness and equality is to be lived. There is no mission statement, no honor, no pledge of alliance to oneness and equality. What you would be pledging to is this entire existence from the great to the small, every man, woman, child, person. regardless of nationality, or citizensh...

Chapter 1 Introduction So the point of this blog post is to describe what oneness and equality is, and what is best for all is, by looking at how it is not lived in this reality, specifically by people. Here I will go one by one looking at every kind and type of group and subgroup of people. From nations, countries, to cultures, from religions, to movements, I haven't seen oneness and equality lived in word/speech or deed/action. So I will be looking at groups that are considered good and groups that are considered bad, and the common theme here is how it doesn't matter whether you are considered good or bad in this reality, you are still not living oneness and equality, because oneness and equality is not even factored or valued at all within Being Good. The hard truth is that if oneness and equality were to be considered a requisite to being good, then 99.99% of all groups of people around the world would be Bad, and such a reality, such a way of perceiving reality and livi...

How can wealth be theft? I was once a young person who was a college student who never had a real job before. Since then I have had jobs. I have worked in sales, I have learned about how things work in a small business, I have worked in a small school, I have worked for a large company. The world system and the people in the world system make themselves seem big, bigger than they are, they puff themselves up. Everyone inflates their egos, and the winners tend to win by doing so. So when they say things like that people that are rich, that make it in the world DESERVE it and they WORKED HARD for it, can make themselves sound right because they are so confident, they don't have a shred of doubt. All the while this isn't about truth, but about justifying one's own actions that are abusive. It is to lessen the guilt and to hide the truth. The money people make, the profit can be used to change the world so that all may be happy and well off. This is a simple fact. Though...

When i first started the desteni process.... Looking back I was always on the path of process to oneness and equality. My life had been dedicated already to some higher purpose for all of humanity, all of life, all of existence since childhood. The desteni process is when I had all the keys laid before me that now all I had to do was live them. To BE and BECOME the person I was meant to be. The someone that is unshakeable, unmoveable, insurmountable. That can do what is needed to be done. That doesn't falter, that is trustworthy that you can have confidence in in being the same, in being clear, in doing the work that needs to be done. Someone who is enough for himself, that can have fun and laughter in any moment, because I create fun, I am fun. Living as a complete human being. Be what is needed to be. To actually Exist. That is a Human BEING. To be or not to be, is not the question. The most important thing is that I BE this person. IS that I be Me. Is I Be THIS which I...

Sometimes we ask what our purpose and meaning is in life. Our purpose and meaning is each other and life itself. Our purpose and meaning is to live for ourselves, each other, and everyone. To live this life, live in this body. To find a way where your actions will accumulate to improve the quality of life of everyone. Our purpose and meaning in life is each person. Our purpose, our mission, is to live with each person, stand with them, walk beside them. It is to hold each person within you. It is to hold yourself within the palm of your hands. Do good. Live good. Foster life, nurture life. Provide. Give. We can recreate this world so that all may have. We can recreate a town so that all may have. We can recreate the land beneath our feet so that it can provide for all. Our purpose is to enjoy every moment and to spend every moment living the responsibility of being able to do good, and live well with everyone. Money can be used for good. We can create, build and farm the thin...

Chapter Sitting in the Canyon Sitting in the Canyon in the morning. The air feels wet. I'm on the little island. There is mist across the water. Its quiet. I hear a few insects chirping. I look across the water and its still. I take a breath and feel it. I know this place. I know who I am. I sit on the ground. I can feel the dirt with my butt. I feel the dirt with the palm of my hands. Its dry, wood pulp-like dirt. There is some dirt patches that are cold and mud like, but dry. It breaks apart in my fingers like some dry dirt, that crushes easily. The sky is white with clouds. The sun only starting to illuminate it. I lay back and I feel the ground with my back. I take a breath. I close my eyes for a moment. I listen. Chapter Laying on the Grass It was dark. The grass was like a bed. It was so long and thick. So bushy. I had a sweater. Laying back it was amazing, so soft. It was quiet, except for some far off voices chatting. The sky was dark and so huge to stare at. I felt q...

The most sacred emotion of all. The most protected the one type you don't want to get rid of. The feelings. In other words, the positive emotions. In other words the ones that you like, the ones that you say feel good. The ones that you want to keep. I call them emotions because they are really the same as anger or sadness. You don't see that though. You don't. If you did then you wouldn't protect it. The truth is that feelings are not better than emotions. The positive is no better, it is actually EXACTLY the same. Its the same shit. It just takes a second longer, there is a delay. When you feel good there is a delay before you feel bad. It takes some time. And because your memory is so bad, and your awareness is horrible you don't see it. But its there. That is what happens each time. Feeling good is feeling bad. Feeling the physical is neither good or bad. Feeling the physical pain is just pain. Feeling the physical injury is just feeling it. Feeling the phys...

Remove the emotions from words. The mind is shit and emotions are shit. Though how to change yourself? Start with words. For every single word, remove the emotional meaning. Make it so that no words have any emotional meaning within you. Words like War, Business, Rivals probably have emotional meaning for you. I say probably because its possible you never encountered these words before. Its possible you are still just a kid that never used these words and so never placed any emotions in them. So the same can be true for you. The goal is to remove all the emotions from all the words that you have placed emotions within. Then you will place a physical definition in the word. This you do by seeing what the word actually means physically, and that you make that what the word means. For example, with War, you may see that war is something bad and that people die and it doesn't need to exist. You feel resistance, emotion, anger, uncomfortable, irritation, annoyance. Remember this is an...

The most important Thing is everyThing. The air that you breathe, do you know that you are one with it. Do you know that you are equal to a breath. Do you know that you are connected to everyone and everything? That you can communicate with everyone/everything? The separation that we perceive is not real. You are capable of so much, and together we can change everything. We can make this world into one where we work together in every way to meet our needs and enjoy this life. Things do not have to be so difficult, we are making it difficult. If we just let go, and remember the truth then life becomes easy. The very grass you walk upon, are you aware of it? Are you aware of the very ground beneath you? Do you walk with the ground in equality, neither above it nor below it? The meat of the flesh, the water, the flesh of the plants, are you aware that you are eating yourself and so that it is okay? Because everything transforms. The body of the plants, the meat, the water becomes you ...

I remember the Joy I felt in my first relationship. It was pure happiness. I was purely innocent. Naively happy. Believing they are the one, and I will marry  them and we will live happily ever after. The expression of being innocent and joy, these are hidden here in plain sight. This kind of joy there is something real to it. The separation is the fact that I only tied it to this one person and to this relationship. So that when they fall away and pursued other people, that my joy and innocence went with them, or so it seems. Really it is right here in me. Living this kind of joy and innocence with everyone is a real thing. It can become a living word that I choose to live on command. Except now I learned about what it would take to set up a relationship with someone for real now. Because initially I wanted to be with anyone I could. I just wanted to be in a relationship with SOMEONE. This is not right, and this is not real. It is a recipe for disaster. The kind of sadness...

Right now, neither the vast majority of men or women are fully living their sexuality. This is something difficult to understand. As a guy, the normal orgasm ejaculation seemed great. Though in comparison to actually expressing myself sexually, it was puny, like nothing. And if you haven't lived it yet yourself, you won't understand. Though I did it, so its possible to do. In the beginning I followed the basic Desteni principles. Do not react. So I did self-forgiveness on all reactions I had, which included with sexuality. If i reacted to seeing a big breasts of a woman, I would do self-forgiveness. And so on and so forth. Every single time. Then I started practicing masturbation while still doing self-forgiveness on any sexual thought. Without relying or using thought, I relied on the physical, my physical body. I found that the natural liquid secretion from my penis was enough for creating lubrication and it just felt good physically. I didn't need to think of anything....