“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Friday, December 13, 2013

Day121- Comparing oneself to others, based on HOW you write

I have an ego. I judge and compare myself automatically with others. I even judge on how I do self-forgiveness. I judge having more longer or complex self-forgiveness as better. I feel validated when I write longer and more complex self-forgiveness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have an ego.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself automatically with others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge how I do self-forgiveness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge that self-forgiveness that is longer more or more complex is better than a shorter or more simpler self-forgiveness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to write longer and more complex self-forgiveness, in order to feel validated.
When and as I see myself feeling validated when writing a long and complex in structure self-forgiveness- I realize that doing something that is more challenging, that takes more time and effort, does not mean it is even of value- I realize that worth of something that one creates, is found in the outflow - I realize I rather do a short simple self-forgiveness than a long and complex one, if the short one is self-honest -
I commit myself to write the self-forgiveness of each future blog post, from this day on, self-honestly.

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