Yogan's Journey to Life

 One of the most pivotal things that we know we must do is to stop the mind. We know the mind isn't us. We know that thinking and feeling is not our choice. We know that the primary components of any moment is what we think and what we feel. And if we simply stop those two things, then we are free to create the moment. Without emotions, feelings and thoughts we are nothing. And in that nothingness can we truly create and decide who we are. So this is the path: to in every moment in your day: stop your thoughts and stop your emotions and feelings. You will have to insist and keep on pushing. It's the only way since the mind will resist. It will do what it can to keep you in emotion and thought. But it can only do so much. So it really is in your hands. Remember the mind needs you, you do not need the mind. The goal is to be able to stand as nothingness in every situation. Even when you see abuse, even when you are abused. In all and every situations you must remain unmoved. Then...

 When someone betrays me or abuses me, the options had been to either fight or run. Especially when it involves a person who is part of a circle of friends it is when I would run. Because I loved the person still. I love my friends. So I don't want to fight them, and so I run.  But there is a way where I don't have to fight or run, and I can honor my love for the person. And this involves basically openly holding onto the fact that I love the person and each one, and I want what is best for each one, and I do not want anyone to hate that person, I don't want to see them suffer, or punished. I want what is best for each one. To see everyone succeed in their goals. To help each one. And so continue remaining in this purity of my heart. Where we can all be friends, and I can love everyone I have known, and support them as best I can.  It is my duty to discover and live the truth, as well as to teach and to show others. Because that is what each one would want: to be their be...

 The physical reality, which includes your body, is the only thing that could be God. If you become acutely aware of yourself and how you operate: your greatest achievements, the greatest insights, the greatest actions you have done, is all thanks to your body, and at the very least didn't come from you.  I notice how I wanted to think or say that it was from me, that I did it. But I knew already the truth that it didn't happen because of me purely. In more ways than not, it was simply my commitment to the physical, to serving, to doing what was needed, that allowed for these things to happen.  It seemed easier to entice others and say that it is YOU that does it, that YOU have the power, and while from a certain point of view that appears true, when it is misleading. The truth is that in this physical reality, the physical is God, it has all the power, and it is what is allowing for all of this to happen, so that we may realize our potential of being just like God, like ...

 Abuse One of the things that we cannot control in our lives is being abused. In such a moment, you aren't the one that started it, it is something that happens to you. That is why it is out of your control. I suppose its possible for someone to go through life without ever being abused. But then again, you don't have any control over whether it happens or not.  Being abused is like getting punched from behind without expecting it. You couldn't predict it. You could not have known. You didn't have any power or control about whether it would it happen. And once it happens you can either respond to it in a healthy or an unhealthy way. And you don't have control over what is required of you to do it healthily. You have to tell somebody and some people, especially those closest to you and those who know the person. If you don't say anything, if you keep it quiet, it already is the unhealthy path of suppression. It does wreck you. So again you don't have any choi...

 I will stand for us all. The one thing that our mind does, and can ever do is to stand instead of you. So because you aren't standing within yourself, that is how and why the mind occupies you. It tells you what to do and what to say, and how come you follow it? You follow it because that is all you have ever done. We do not know what it means to really live. So today I do self-forgiveness. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the mind to tell me what to do. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to follow my mind's instructions, suggestions, beliefs and views. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe in the beliefs of my mind I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe that what I hear in my head is me, and reflects who I am I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe that what I feel is my own feelings. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe that I do not have a choice about what I feel. I forgive myself ...

 So I stumbled upon something recently. It is about Fear. That fear can be experienced as a positive or negative experience. So the idea that Fear is only something negative is wrong. And because of what I learned about Anger some 2 years ago, that it can also be lived in a positive way, then it makes sense to conclude that perhaps all emotions/feelings can actually be experienced as positive or negative.  This is a revolutionary perspective. As it brings the focus more on energy and how we are perhaps choosing or living experiences based on positivity/negativity, so polarity. Because the end goal of the mind is simply to garner more energy for itself through experience, and it doesn't really care whether it is positive or negative.  A brain scientist might say that emotions/feelings are just chemical experiences in our bodies. To which I would say that if you look at how we actually relate to it on a meta-physical level, then it is interacting on the level of personality...

 What Motivates me to Do what I do is the Truth. What am I? Who am I? What is reality? What is really going on? So take a look for yourself right now. Look at yourself. What are you? Check out your hand, your body. Check out your senses and your experiences. What are you? The answer is the same for all of Humans. What are humans? What are we? We were born in slavery. We were born with the Mind. The Mind and Body. What are you capable of? You can be aware of what you are experiencing. You can feel what is going on in this moment through your body.  What you are feeling and thinking doesn't have to at all determine who you are and what you decide to do. You are what you accept and allow. The Mind moves automatically as it does. Your emotions and thoughts move automatically as they do. Yet you don't have to identify as them. You don't have to listen to them and follow what it says. You can decide who you are and what you do. So the Mind isn't you. What I am is this combina...

 I am quite motivated by imagining myself as a child and how I would have wished I was guided. And so one of those things I wish I was shown was how there are people who are evil. And to be able to explain that its a mind programming to feel shame about calling someone evil or using the word evil. And at the same time it is correct how both evil and good are programming and the act of that battle between evil and good is a programming. Yet at the same time, there are people who can't be helped and will simply be removed. Just like how I know there are people that can be helped. Like a baby for example, and how we were all once babies/children. So it happens that a child can be raised with care, or a child can be abused and essentially made into a monster adult. It is what it is.   I do feel shame about calling someone evil or that they will simply be removed, only because I imagine someone else telling me that I am wrong. But that is also part of the whole game that evil ...

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only live for myself and my pleasure. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live only for what I want and desire for myself to experience. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want others to like me, because it makes me feel good. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good when others like me, when they compliment me, when they want to be with me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to listen to others if it makes me feel good. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good because of others.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to avoid feeling bad due to others taking away that which makes me feel good: their compliments, words, attention.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist feeling bad, and wanting to avoid feeling bad. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go toward...