“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

What has been forsaken and forgotten, and is the only thing that matters? Day 186

"I am one and equal to a tree."

I remember early on, there was a moment when I had recently heard of oneness and equality, and I wanted to apply the principle absolutely. When I said/thought the statement that "I am one and equal to a tree," I had an interesting reaction. I reacted with resistance, as if saying "No I am not one and equal to a tree, I am above a tree." I saw that this statement was saying also how I was less than a tree for saying how "I am above a tree." That is when I learned several things. One, if anyone says they are above something, then that means they are below it. Two, if anyone has resistance to saying that they are equal to something, whatever that may be, then they are actually participating in inferiority. You see, when a person sees themselves as superior, its because they actually feel inferior. If a person didn't feel inferior, they wouldn't have to try and appear and believe that they are superior. They could just be equals, and a test for this I found was to say "I am equal to _____." So I spent some time testing this, and correcting myself, if I had any resistance, until I covered everything I could think of. I thought of old friends, old acquaintances, and placed them before me, in a point of oneness and equality. And I would see instantly any point of resistance to standing one and equal, so I would forgive that, until in my mind, we stood one and equal.

At least on my mind level, I have no trouble saying I am one and equal to anything. I am one and equal to war, rape, murder, death of children, life, birth, growth, change, destruction, rot, smell, flowers, animals, plants, bacteria, shit, compost, food, etc... And when I say that statement, I can see clearly how each thing relates to me. How i participate in wars, rape and murder. When I fight and argue for being the one that is right, that is war. When I push my body too far, or do not give myself enough support, that is a rape. When I used to think of women sexually in my mind, that was rape. When I was younger I would think and say how I wish my cousin and brother would die. I also murder plenty of plant life and animal life, so that I can stay alive each day. I consume their flesh. So I see, saying how I am one and equal to these things, and meaning it, allows me to see other dimensions that I wouldn't otherwise have seen before. And when you really look at the point, there is no excuse or reason to not say you are one and equal to everything/anything. To have resistance to making that statement, which is in essence a decision, says a lot about you. And that's whats cool about the phrase in the first place, it reveals how we are not one and equal, so that we can become one and equal.

For me there's not a doubt in my mind, what the point that we all have to realize. Our oneness and equality, which essentially has been both forsaken and taken for granted for much of the breaths we have taken, that has been keeping us alive. It takes both humility and a huge sack of balls to realize and admit, how all of our accomplishments, all of them from the small to the big, are all because of a million, billion, trillion, gazillion things that exist that allowed that to happen. Is that not evidence of the obviousness of Oneness and Equality? And if you are one and equal you could admit that easily, without hesitation. I could spent forever, writing on oneness and equality and how it applies in the infinite number of contexts that we live in, called this moment. Oneness and equality is the fabric of our existence, on the deepest physical layers of chemistry, physics, biology, and human systems like economics, mathematics, sciences, etc... Oneness and equality is how gravity works, what allows a ball to be thrown to another person and caught. There is about a million things that keep us alive, and there are probably infinitely more that do that we don't know about yet. Life is not a mystery, it can be studied, learned and applied. By studying oneness and equality, you will have the answer to any situation.

There is something to say about each one, how one responds to oneness and equality. Those two words, very specific, and both are needed. You can't have just oneness or just equality. If you do then its an imbalance. You need both oneness and equality. If you're a person that would like the answers to the universe, I have just given you the only answer you need, to uncover all other answers.

Another interesting test is how any problem, any problem at all, is due to there not existing/being oneness and equality present or understood in the people who are perceiving  the problem. Because you only have a problem,  when you believe you cannot find a solution or no solution exists. That would the only problem, lol.  The solution would be standing one and equal to the problem, no separation. Can you do that? It only takes your will to do it.

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