“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Day131 - Self-forgiveness on Fears I have been having.


 I fear someone coming up to me and tell me I am evil. I fear losing the people in my life. I fear losing friends. I fear being alone.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing the people in my life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that through fearing I could hold onto the people in my life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to through this to justify fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that by fearing it means I care.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that its ok to act on fear if it means that you can keep certain people in your life.
Fear harms me. It is unacceptable because of this. For me, I stop fear.

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