The Self is the key. You are the key. If you want to make things better, focus on yourself. Do you have a relationship with yourself? Are you able to hold yourself and know yourself? Do you know what you are feeling? Do you know what you are thinking? Are you here with yourself? Do you Know yourself?

Self is the Key. You are the Key. You have the power. You are the power. You need to know the power. You need to know yourself. You need to know who you are right now in this moment in what you are thinking and feeling. And you need to start stopping whatever it is that is not best for you. You need to start stopping that which is harmful to Life.

Be the Self that is Free from all limitation, pain, abuse, destruction, and full of creation, ability, and potential. You start becoming through self-forgiveness.

Would you like to have a relationship with Your self?

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Day 12 Fail

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A point that bothers me is imagining sending my teacher two emails and that he would be angry/disappointed that i did not combine them. So this is a point of inferiority for me, for I am imagining my teacher to be angry/disappointed in me. I see this fear of this event occurring my teacher being angry/disappointed, is Fckd. I was reading Malin’s post’s http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-154-how-we-teach-our-children-to.html and http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-155-achieving-unachievable-self.html and I saw how this fear is originating from fear of survival. The teacher is like a test exam to get your survival be taken care of through school and education. All the adults I remember would point out that school will determine who you are and whether you suffer or feel good for the duration of your adult life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear sending two emails instead of one email to my teacher as I was afraid of repercussions/consequences as teacher being disappointed/angry as I have been taught at an early age to fear consequences/repercussions for one’s actions as supposedly our entire existence is determined during childhood so we have to study and prepare now for the future to protect ourselves from failure.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with emotional inferiority where I think I am a failure and a loser for having accepted and allowed myself to disappoint the teacher.
I commit myself to walk in the shoes of my teacher as to see his/her starting point so that I can best assist and support myself.

To Be Continued

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