Day 876 Hate and Anger
I feel hate and anger towards people. I feel hate and anger because of being betrayed, being lied to, being manipulated, being enslaved, being used.
I suppose it would be predictable for someone to feel hate and anger towards people in response to facing such things from people.
And I accept that this is who I am now. Right now I do feel hate and anger towards people. I don't trust people.
And I can change into someone different. Right now this is who I am, but it doesn't have to be who I will be.
I do have the idea of how things should be. Something where we all are a family, where we are all happy and well. The value of life, the value of each person, the joy and merry of all people, of all life. I know its possible. I am just not that right now.
So through time, through working with who I am now, I will change. I can do it. Anyone can. But it starts with accepting who I am now. I am now who I was in the past. I am this right now. I feel hate and anger towards all people, and I will change.
Because, I want to be part of that Life that is all and one and equal. I want that for myself.
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