Yogan's Journey to Life

I feel hate and anger towards people. I feel hate and anger because of being betrayed, being lied to, being manipulated, being enslaved, being used. I suppose it would be predictable for someone to feel hate and anger towards people in response to facing such things from people.  And I accept that this is who I am now. Right now I do feel hate and anger towards people. I don't trust people. And I can change into someone different. Right now this is who I am, but it doesn't have to be who I will be. I do have the idea of how things should be. Something where we all are a family, where we are all happy and well. The value of life, the value of each person, the joy and merry of all people, of all life. I know its possible. I am just not that right now. So through time, through working with who I am now, I will change. I can do it. Anyone can. But it starts with accepting who I am now. I am now who I was in the past. I am this right now. I feel hate and anger towards all people, an...

 Body, Being and Mind. The Mind is trying to take control of the Being. And the Being Primarily exists through Words. The Physical, naturally doesn't use words or need words. The Body can be here without words. You can sense through your body directly. Through purifying words, you empower the being. You can express through the being. And Words must be faced, since the Mind uses words as thoughts to control the Being. We are living words as the Being.

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel angry, nervous and anxious when other people are upset with me, and don't like me.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel angry and upset I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel nervous and worried I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel scared of being judged I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the wrath of someone who believes I wronged them I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel anger to someone who I believed wronged me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that people can wrong me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that bad actions can exist. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that wrong can exist. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the mind can exist. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ...

 Recreating Myself.  Stopping all emotions and feelings from the Mind. Until there is nothing here as me. And this nothingness brings clarity. It allows me to create myself to be however I want. Except, the laws of creation allow you to only be equal to yourself. So who you are determines what you do. So if who you are is selfish then you can only create yourself to be selfish, its not possible to be selfless. However, that is why you must focus on stopping the Mind, so that you can change who you are.  The point of who you are for most people is non-existent. Because is it existent within you that voice that is you, and that will that is you that can create who you are no matter the situation, no matter the noise and distraction of your mind, and of your reality? For most people such a voice or such a will is non-existent, and they simply are listening to the words and instructions of their mind. They believe who they are is that very voice. Can you imagine that situatio...

 So something I seeing across my life is Hate. I see how hate has played a prominent role in the lives of all people. And specifically I see how hate acts like a virus and it tries to spread to others. By acting in hate, by expressing hate, it is also an act of trying to get the other to hate as well. Look at it. When you are face to face with hate, the temptation is to hate as well. And the 99.99% of us do in fact start to hate as well. So much so that this truth I am writing may be too much to face.  Something unique that I have lived was to bring forth an innocence into adulthood, where it was grown within walking a process of reaching that innocence deeply as the truth of who we All of us are beyond our adult programming. And what I faced is something common, which is hate. That is how we respond to seeing the solution, with hate. Jesus was murdered in hate. So I was hated as well. And so would anyone would presents a real solution to the problems we face in the world....