Day 828 Self-forgiveness

Self-forgiveness on Emotions, Feelings and Thoughts:
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I don’t know what I am doing

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel scared

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel nervous    

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel worried

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel alone

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel paranoid

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel surrounded

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel I can’t trust anyone

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abandoned

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel watched

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel spied on

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel like being aware of my every move because someone is watching

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel like that there is no sincerity in the world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel like there is no goodness in the world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel surrounded and stuck by insincere people

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel trapped

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that when I put myself out there in the world, I will be attacked, and I will be let down.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lose faith in Humanity

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on Humanity

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on all people

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only expect the worst from Humanity

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe everyone is a liar, corrupted, and unable to support me, or to change/be helped.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think its impossible to walk a path of helping others to learn/grow/change

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I have to simply just work for money, that I can’t help people I any other way.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I have no choice and no options, so I can only do nothing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the experiences I have had and the people I know, represent everyone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to constantly think about other people gossiping and other people taking my words and gossiping and assuming things about me and what I am saying.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in gossip.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on people around me and in my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on us.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on changing for others and us.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give up on any person.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad when others are mean and don’t listen.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad when others try to discourage me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad when others lie

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad when others don’t listen

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad when others aren’t asking meaningful questions and aren’t interested in helping me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel scared saying or implying that others are liars.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty when saying someone is a liar

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty when exposing someone as a liar.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty exposing people

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty when not telling the truth,

I speak the truth because it is right, not because it makes me feel guilty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to defend feeling guilty/remorse

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe people should feel guilty/remorse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to forget that most people aren’t living oneness and equality of all things and that feeling guilty/remorse about that never occurs, so its not something that will guide people to the truth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to forget that people exist in bubbles that are like personal worlds, where its very much selfish or self-oriented, and about how one feels.

I commit myself to ending feelings/emotions from this existence, from everyone

I commit myself to expose and show that all emotions and feeling are the root of all problems in this world, as we have not taken responsibility for our choice and decisions because that responsibility has been displaced onto our emotions/feelings. We say we do what we feel like, and we pursue what we like. What if what you like is not best for you or others? Such as Porn. Or Greedy Capitalistic Businesses that make millions? Freedom is not a Virtue, it is permission to abuse. If you want a virtue to replace Freedom, here it is: do what is best for EVERYONE and EVERYTHING. Do that every day , every moment, everywhere, with everyone, then you will have a world that is best for everyone, its simple mathematics. You get out what you put in. Its not complicated. Its just we have ALL been living in a LIE and ILLUSION of Money and our SYSTEM, country and culture and religion. No country lives what is best for all, no people do that, no place, no system. Yet it can be done. It NEEDS to be done. Otherwise we face many years of hardships ahead of us.