“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Day-7- Physical, Sex, & Money

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try and attract women with my physical appearance. I forgive myself for not realizing that within accepting and allowing myself to attract women through my physical appearance i am accepting and allowing humans, males and females, to abuse their body to appear good in order to attract males and females they judge as having good appearance. I forgive myself for giving permission for anorexia due to my acceptance and allowance of attracting women with my image. I forgive myself for giving permission to the creation of mirages of oneself that’s sole purpose is to be an illusion to deceive other human beings as to one’s true nature and to even deceive oneself from knowing oneself since one is participating in energy and hiding within the generation of energy. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing spitefulness which is one’s desire to have free choice without being responsible for the consequences of one's actions on the lives of all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give permission to child pornography through my desire to attract women to have sex with me using my appearance. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give permission to sexual addiction in the form of rape, pornography, mind fantasies, masturbation, through my desire of sex as obtained by abusing my body’s appearance for attracting women.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the harmful games men and women play in order to trick the other into a form of submission where one has one night stands of self-dishonesty. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not take responsibility for my acceptance and allowance of these acts that humanity is currently taking. I forgive myself for participating within the same games within using my physical appearance to attract women. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing war, starvation, poverty, disease, illness, ignorance through my acceptance and allowance of myself to participate in sex games where i am completely distracted from this physical reality as what really exists and is real.
I forgive myself for not considering sex within a life that does do what is best for all. I forgive myself for not considering my appearance within the context of living a life that is best for all.
i commit myself to expose the use of appearance to hide oneself from oneself and others.
I commit myself to expose the abuse that is accepted and allowed with accepting and allowing sex games based on one’s appearance.
I commit myself to expose the self-harm that occurs within participating in these mind games.
I commit myself to expose every single minute detail of consequence that occurs when one participates in using one’s appearance to attract sex.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Self-Forgiveness- The one - Day 6

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be the one that someone loves, haves.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe i am the one that is good.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be the one that is loved.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to have the one in my life, the one who loves me unconditionally.
I forgive myself for not loving myself unconditionally.
I forgive myself for desiring to have someone in my life to love.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire love, to love, and feel love.
I forgive myself for accepting allowing myself to want the one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of the one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and live that the one is more than me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize we are one with all and only we can exclude ourselves.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe there is the one other than us all here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look for a designated one who is destined to be with me and love me and is perfect.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire the perfect someone.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to keep the one to myself and not share her with anybody and be greedy with her.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire ownership of the one, to dominate the one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be the one, the superhero and the only one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be the one who single handedly saves the world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have such a ridiculously huge ego that i ignore practicality that i have to be one of many who stands equally for our part our position in the world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself desire for others to be losers, to give up and allow me to shine.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Self-forgiveness out loud- Day 5 -


Self-forgiveness out loud.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate myself in any given moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate myself because I believe I am a loser.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be angry at myself for not standing up for life everywhere.
I forgive myself for not standing up for life, as life as myself.
I forgive myself for not standing for an existence that cares for all parts as equals to one another.
I forgive myself for standing and supporting an existence, through my  acceptance and allowance, one that is divisive and wholly blinds each part from seeing everyone.
I forgive myself for not standing with everyone in every moment of my life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue along a path of destruction that humanity lives.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing peers, friends, and family to continue to live the very same path of destruction that humanity is living.
We must stand together for a new life, one that is worthy of who we really are as life, here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not share forgiveness openly so that friends and family and peers can see and understand how easy forgiveness is. And also see the power that the living word has.

Monday, June 4, 2012

My relationship to video games - day 4

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use video games to hide from existence by entering into an illusion in my mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not take responsibility for existence by avoiding existence and avoiding my responsibility to existence through playing a video game.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the justification and excuse that playing video games is ok because teachers or friends judge me as a good student.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play video games without restrictions and without being here in the physical to see that the physical body is suffering.

i commit myself to do what is best for all by being aware of what i spend my time on and where i can expand myself within, such as exercising and stretching or planning my future.