“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Monday, June 4, 2012

My relationship to video games - day 4

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use video games to hide from existence by entering into an illusion in my mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not take responsibility for existence by avoiding existence and avoiding my responsibility to existence through playing a video game.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the justification and excuse that playing video games is ok because teachers or friends judge me as a good student.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play video games without restrictions and without being here in the physical to see that the physical body is suffering.

i commit myself to do what is best for all by being aware of what i spend my time on and where i can expand myself within, such as exercising and stretching or planning my future.

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