Day 938 Mind Consciousness System Part 1

 I remember something that someone said to me. When I spoke to them about growing up like shy and quiet, and how she responded well of course since people are fucked up in the head for the most part. And how I saw that, initially I was unsure of what she said, yet partially knew it was completely true. 

When I look at the dynamic of introverts and extroverts, I see the possibility that introverts need time away from people because we are aware of how fucked up people are in their minds and we dont want to participate in the bullying of others, and making others feel inferior. Meaning that if all people everywhere were to be cool in the head, refined, aligned with life, completely healthy and sane, then there would be no such thing as introverts. That anyone you could approach would be amazing, kind, and fun and exciting to be around. Thus there would be no burden to bear with their mind.

So this is a possibility I considered today. So practically for the time being, introverts and extroverts exist. I cannot pretend to know how they exist fully and absolutely. But I can get a feel of maybe why they exist. Maybe. But on a practical level its awesome to say I am an introvert, and that many others can recognize introverts need time alone. Alone time is awesome. 

Introverts then may be actually an indication of being more sane. Maybe. Or that extroverts are not judging themselves for what they are doing to others. I dont know. 

Because the times I was around sane individuals, or more sane, I didn't have the same restrictions or feeling of tiredness as a I do now.