Yogan's Journey to Life

Looking out my window - I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate as an observer in reality so that i do not have to involve myself with reality. -I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use the manifestation as my window as a reason for not participating and only watching reality as i participate in thoughts and energy. -I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that i am here in my room breathing, as who i really am as the physical. -I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see myself here through using what i see outside my window to distract me. - I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the same zombie like state that the world is participating in as humanity where we use the window of television and the window of the mind to prevent ourselves from living here, deliberately so as to not face, to not see the consequences we have manifested together as equals in this reality.

Following from my post of day 1, i see that recently i have been separate from all that is here. I was living one and equal to myself here as my immediate environment, but within that i allowed the mind because i was not willing to see past my immediate environment. For example, in my studies for school i had only focused and accepted and allowed my work to be the only thing for me to be concerned about, within the belief that i would do my best by doing so. But i separated myself from my initial motivation and reason for studying, which is life. I used to place myself here as existence as the people who suffer in the same moment that i breathe. They are here in every moment. And so by remembering them and being aware that they too exist, i can get outside my ego and my limited view which is my immediate surroundings. Again i had stopped doing this and I was consumed by school work. Looking at what i wrote about how life has been my motivation, i see have separated myself from the de