“…simply make things better for someone else, as if I were to be born again, and that someone else, and it doesn't have to be me, but it could be someone like me, that they would have a better life than I had, that everyone was better. There is something seriously wrong with everyone, and that is something I observed when I was very young. We are the problem, and we need to become better, because we are fucking everything up.”
“So this is who I am. There is something seriously wrong with everyone and we need to fix it, if not for us, then for the future generations."
"Everything I have done in this life, and everything I will do, is for this purpose.”

Thursday, November 27, 2014


In a previous blog post I said that I watched a documentary recently about women's current inequality. Since watching that documentary I saw a movie. I looked for the things mentioned in the documentary, like how all the women are in a very limited number of roles. Mainly women are there just to be a love interest for the man. Who she is is not someone independent of the man. Her definition is depended on being in love with the main character. Also the main character is a man. The man's role is also to be a provider. The man feels pressure to make money and provide. That is the man's role. So I notice this in the movie I watched.

The women are also sex objects. The way they dress, how much they weigh, their makeup, how they talk, what they do, all relates to appear sexually, and desirable for the man. I'm not a woman, and I never really bought into the movies being real or representing what it means to live. I have seen movies, for the most part being dumb, and revealing how very stupid we have been for a long time. I see movies revealing our mistakes. Movies show the worst side of us. A movie reveals everything we need to improve upon. I don't honestly believe the movie industry made us the way we are today. Who we really are, all the shit inside of us, simply manifested in the movies. All the shit we see in the movies, already existed inside of us before the movie was created. The only reason why we are living out the same plots shown in movies, is because we accepted and allowed that to be our character and personality, which is revealed in what we desire and fear. Both men and women desire acceptance and fear not being accepted. Both men and women wish to feel good about themselves, and fear feeling crappy. Both men and women try to find meaning within possessing or owning things, and fear losing those possessions. So everyone is really the same. We're all fucked, and we can unfuck ourselves, through forgiving our individual self, for creating these emotional messterpieces.

So is there separation all around us, as far as the eye can see? yes. But when you look in/at yourself, you have the solution, the remedy. In each one we will unify this existence, and stand one and equal to the mess, to create the existence that has been waiting. 

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